an apology
i could say that i'm sorry a million times, and it still wouldn't heal the scars i left on your heart after i left you. your soul is so pure. and a man like you doesn't deserve to lose anyone. you have done nothing but be kind to this world and get shit in return, so i'm sorry for that. unfortunately, i became so numb to your affection. i didn't feel all the cliche fireworks and sparks when i kissed you. your cuddles didn't comfort me anymore. and your presence scared me more than made me safe. i knew we wouldn't work out. i should've told you before hand. my new lover gives me comfort. and i'm sorry that you know that.
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thoughts
Poetrysome may not make sense. appreciate my honesty and emotion. UMBRELLA TW FOR MENTIONS OF MULTIPLE THINGS! -ed -addiction -sexual assault/rape -self harm -intrusive thoughts -gore -and slight mentions of being manic • if your triggers fall under any...