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"I'm ok...,"

"I need a drink,"

"I'm not tired,"

"Nor am I ready,"

"What do I do?"

"What was I doing?"

"Who am I again?"

"Why was I writing this?"

"Who are u?"

"...,"

"Don't answer that,"

"Listen to me,"

"A Lost Green,"

"Thoughts of Thoughts,"

"Throwns,"

"I Bleed,"

"So u can read,"

"What of?"

"Who knows,"

"Hm...,"

"...,"

"...,"

"...,"

"I'm not tired,"

"I need a drink,"

"I don't despair,"

"I don't fear,"

"I don't feel,"

"I don't question,"

"For I hold all answers,"

"Yet I know none,"

"Who am I again?"

"What was I doing about?"

"What do I think?"

"Do U like it?"

"Do U question IT?"

"Do U fear IT?"

"Do U consume IT?"

"Who knows?"

"I have shame,"

"Nor guilt,"

"I don't feel dead,"

"I feel incomplete,"

"Like one who is lacking,"

"Is everything I see it as?"

"...?"

"I smell something sweet,"

"I crave,"

"I want,"

"But I can't have,"

"What a trip,"

"Am I lying?"

"What do U say?"

"I go far,"

"But I make progress,"

"I feel disgust,"

"Yet I'm not,"

"I'm calm,"

"Yet I'm ballistic,"

"I'm just fine,"

"Yet I'm not,"

"I'm prefect,"

"Yet I'm not,"

"Are u?"

"...,"

"I feel,"

"I feel,"

"I... feel...,"

"Awake...."

"...,"

"...,"

"...,"

"I need a drink,"

"Bye,"

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