*You are in your therapy session*
Y/N: Dr. Jones I really do think i'm alright now
Dr. Jones: Oh really?
Y/N: Yes, absolutely
Dr. Jones: So you haven't had any thoughts?
Y/N: Nope not at all
*Flashback to 4 night before*
*You are crying in you bathroom with the razor in your hand and you are about to cut yourself but you don't*
*Back to reality*
Dr. Jones: I know that look, what happened?
Y/N: Fine, I did have some thoughts and I almost did it but I didn't do it
Dr. Jones: Why didn't you do it?
Y/N: Because of all the progress
Dr. Jones: You sure Steve wasn't there
Y/N: I swear it was on my own
*It was the truth*
Dr. Jones: Well, that's good, you are starting to control yourself but you still have a long way to go. Now tell me, why did you almost do it?
Y/N: It's stupid
Dr. Jones: It's not stupid if it made you wanna harm yourself
Y/N: My ex-boyfriend
Dr. Jones: Right, Steve told me there is a complicated history there
Y/N: Yeah, complicated
Dr. Jones: Do you want to tell me what happened?
Y/N: Basically he disappeared 5 years ago and we haven't heard from him since, we don't even know if he's alive
Dr. Jones: Sounds like an asshole
*You laugh*
Y/N: Not at all, he was the sweetest man I have ever met
Dr. Jones: Then why did he leave?
Y/N: Let's just say it wasn't his fault
Dr. Jones: Well, I know you have a boyfriend now
Y/N: Yup
Dr. Jones: What's his name?
Y/N: Chris
Dr. Jones: How long have you been with Chris?
Y/N: About a year and a half
Dr. Jones: Wow you guys are serious
Y/N: Yeah
Dr. Jones: Are you planning on getting married?
Y/N: Oh I don't know, at least I don't have that in my plans but let's see what the future brings
Dr. Jones: That's the spirit. So this ex-boyfriend of yours?
Y/N: What about him?
Dr. Jones: Tell me about him, what was his name?
Y/N: James
Dr. Jones: And how long were you two together?
Y/N: Not long, about 3 months until he went away
Dr. Jones: Did you fall in love with him?
Y/N: Yes. Yes I did. It was impossible not to fall for him, he was handsome, and generous, he was so mysterious but at the same time he opened up with me so much. He was so nice with me, he was so sweet. The only birthday we got to be together for was my 27th birthday, he made me this big surprise dinner with all of our friends
Dr. Jones: He seemed so sweet
Y/N: Yeah
Dr. Jones: And you sound like you still love him
Y/N: Oh absolutely. I will never stop loving him. I thought I would spend the rest of my life with him
Dr. Jones: So when did he leave?
Y/N: That night actually
Dr. Jones: What?
Y/N: Yeah
Dr. Jones: But why? He sounds like the greatest guy ever
Y/N: He is, he was. Like I said it wasn't his fault
Dr. Jones: I feel like you are keeping things from me, details, important details
Y/N: Nah
Dr. Jones: Well, now talk to me about Chris, is he as great as James?
Y/N: He is great, he is a gentleman and really sweet
Dr. Jones: And do you love him?
Y/N: Yeah, I do
Dr. Jones: But...
Y/N: But not as much as James
Dr. Jones: Y/n, you have to let him go
Y/N: But I can't
Dr. Jones: Why?
Y/N: Because... look as I said before I thought we were gonna be together forever
Dr. Jones: But you are not, he left, that's on him
Y/N: It's not! He didn't have a choice!
Dr. Jones: What?
Y/N: Nothing, can we get over with the session please?
Dr. Jones: It's actually time, remember your exercises
Y/N: Yeah, yeah, right, good bye doc
Dr. Jones: Good bye, see you next week
Y/N: Sure
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The Third Maximoff
Fanfiction*COMPLETED* This story is structured as if it was a POV in TikTok. You will be the main character (Y/N). I will add pictures if needed for references such as outfits or rooms. The story will be divided into small parts and it will mainly be dialogue...