Acceptance

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Chapter Twenty Eight
Arsen's POV

We finished 3 bottles and the two, Quirt and Zace passed out. Weakshits.

It's just me and Cley now. He didn't drink that's why he's alive. Pfft.

"So, since you are annoying me, what's your plan now? What's next to the kiss? You'll gonna fly and fuck her?" instead, he laughed and annoyed me more. kanina pa yan nambwebwesit sakin. Di ko maintindihan bakit lage akong tinititigan. But thanks to him, at least I impressed Sica for the last time. And thanks to him as well for giving me another heartbreak.

"I'm not going to do that. I'm not you. Perhaps, if that happens, she'll marry me first" HAHA. My mind laughed sarcastically. YOU WISH.

"Okay, then now you're trying to brag how lucky you are being his bestfriend slash with benefits?" I gestured a quoted sign. LOL that looks gay.

"If he likes me, it's no longer my loss." Gago. Gago ka talaga Cley. Lalo mo lang pinamukha saking wala akong pag-asa sa kanya. Di ako makasagot.

"I don't know" napahilam.os nlang ako. Sguro dahil sa init na dala nang alcohol na ininom ko sa loob nang katawan ko. "I don't know how. I don't want to be you either but I want her so bad."

"I love her. I am sorry but I can't stop myself from falling in love with her. If that happens, please forgive me." if it happened that you and her will turned into a couple, I'll probably die. I can't stand a chance to watch you falling in love with each other.

Imagining a smile towards Cley is even painful, panu na kaya kong I will witness then hugging, cuddling, kissing. Damn. Ano ba laban ko? Wala naman akong kwenta.

"F.. Fine. You deserve her though. I know you can make her happy. The hurt truths but as long as she's happy I'm happy. Just let me love her... in silence" I sniffed as my tears starts to fall again. Damn. Ang sakit.

"I wish we could escape this hell but no matter how we aim, Sica. That's impossible." napayuko siya sa sinabi nyang yun. "Edi sana, kahit mag agawan pa tayong apat sa kanya, okay lang." he pressed the power button of his phone which her face appeared on the lockscreen. "But as long as she's safe, that's everyone's victory"

Sica's POV

Sa di kalayuan, tanaw ko ang mga taong nagkumpulan sa baba nang isang building kaya lumapit ako. Kapwa sila nakatingala sa isang lalakeng magpapakamatay.

My eyes are half close to check who that is at nabigla akong si Arsen ang nakaupon sa 4th floor nang gusali.

Dali dali akong tumakbo papasok hanggang sa nakaabot ako sa rooftop kung saan siya andun. He's now standing and he is ready to jump.

"Arsen, bumaba ka"

Nilingon nya ako and he smiled at me crying.

"Why you're doing this?" Nanginginig ako sa takot. Gusto ko siyang yakapin. Takot na takot akong tatalon siya. Please, wag mong gagawin mo. I started to cry as well as I slowly walked towards him.

"Let me go, Sica. Please"

"No, let's talk. I'm here. Please come here." I begged. I wanna comfort him. Wipe his tears

"I love you" ani nya at he stepped back which made him dropped to the ground.

"NOOOOOOOOO!"

Hinihingal akong minulat ang mga mata. Panaginip lang pala.

I wiped a tears that was about to fall. I massaged my nape to calm down myself. Bakit ganun na lang ang panaginip ko? Si Arsen pa talaga? This is strange. Am I really crying over that guy? Di ko tuloy mapigilang isipin kung okay ba siya. Putangina, di naman ako naniniwala sa mga panaginip pero natatakot akong mangyari yun.

If that happened, will I really cry? Napailing when his dead body's on the ground from that scary dream. That won't happen.

"Uhhh, bwesit." I hugged the pillow from my seat. Natatakot ako. His eyes when he saw us kissing had the same from that dream. Would it be possible na gagawin nya yun? Did I just left him pain which will push him to end up his life? Wag naman sana.

When the plane touched down in Cebu, my parents fetch me from the airport. Ang akala nila magbabakasyon lang ako saglit o ano. Di ko pa kasi alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa kanila na they kicked me out.

Naisipan kong tawagan si Cley. Ewan, di ako kampante eh. Parang timang lang.

"Sup, Sica?"

"Hello. Lasing ka na ano? Buti naman nasagot mo pa tawag ko"

"Ahaha. Di ako lasing. Di naman ako uminom."

"Talaga ba?"

"Oo. Matino pa naman akong kausap eh. Paglasing ako nabubulol na ako hahaha"

"Ganun? Okay sge"

"Hmmm, oh. Bakit ka tumawag?"

Di ako nakasagot agad. Kaibigan naman sila dba, saka mas kilala naman niya si Arsen.

"Kanina while on flight, napanaginipan ko si Arsen. Tatalon daw siya sa building. I will not lie to you but, kinabahan ako dun. Gusto ko lang itanong kung may posbilidad bang mangyari yun? Satingin mo? Dba kilala mo siya? Pero ayoko naman mag assume na gagawin nya yun dahil sakin dba? Hehe. Kahit na anong rason mapa sakin man o ano, magagawa nya kaya yun?" nauutal kong tanong sa kanya. Nakakahiya naman talaga pero, para naman makampanti ako't mawala na sa isip ko.

"Well, he already did it before but didn't succeed"

Literal na ako na napanganga sa sagot nya. It made remind me the scene on my dream na nakakita ko na lang siya na nakahandusay. Maluluha na naman ako.

"Sica? Are you there?"

Oh ano na, Sica. Gusto mo malaman eh. Haaaays wala kasi akong magpapatanungan. Debale nlang. Kinakabahan ako sa magiging sagot nya.

"Yes, I'm here."

"What if that happened, will you come here and save him?"

Lumugwa mata ko sa tanong na yun. His tone sounds confusing. Is he mad? Or concern? Di ko alam.

"Nevermind it, Cley.. But I hope that won't happen."

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