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"I feel numb"

Before I post the next onehot (it'll be assasin au, then requests from the request page) have this

I tried writing in present tense, sorry if it sucks <3

Summary: water in lungs go brrr

Tw: drowning, death, suicide.
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I feel numb

I didnt know falling would feel this relieving.

Like im flying, spinning in the sky.

I feel everything.

I feel my pain, I feel my tears, I feel the wind, I feel the softy mist of the clouds.

I feel regret.

I dont wanna.

Go back.

GO BACK.

I DONT WANNA DIE

PLEASE

IT HURTS

THE WIND IS STABBING ME

I DONT WANT TO LEAVE

Please

Dont do this

I dont like falling

Im nearing the water

I dont want to die

I feel numb

The water is freezing

I feel numb

I cant move, im sinking

Take me back

Whatever god if there is any, take me back

I cant move my legs

I cant move my arms

I feel... numb

I hear something

Its, yelling?

I think its, Tommy?

"Tommy..."

I spoke

The bubbles are floating up, popping

My last bit of air escaped my lungs

I feel like the water is splitting me in half

I dont wanna die

I try to breathe in

I cant

I CANT

I CANT BREATHE

HELP ME

The water is cold.

My mouth didnt heat it up on the way in

I cant keep my eyes open

I think I see a red and white shirt?

Im sinking

Im drowing

Im... dying

I dont want to die.

Dont let me.

Help.

I can feel my arms again.

I move them

I push myself up.

Again

And again

And again

Ill make it

I can make it

Its getting harder to move

I have no more air, its gone

But im still going

I can see the top, I can see a hand reaching out for me

I cant

I cant breathe

I cant see

I cant move

I see the hand try and grab mine

But I fell to fast

I feel numb

Who knew death would be this scary

I dont want to die

I want to live

Help me

Please

I feel numb

I feel

Numb.