Danisnotonfire Imagines (Dan Howell)

75

Y/N P.O.V.

I’m spending yet another night at Tom’s house. Tom is my boyfriend of six months. I feel like we are moving a bit too fast. I spend so much time here It feels like I live here. I rarely spend a night at my parents’ house.

“Y/N?” I hear Tom call from the bathroom. “YEAH!” I respond. “can you come in here for a sec?” Slowly I get up. When I open the bathroom door and catch a glimpse of his face in the mirror I don’t want to enter. I have never seen this expression on his face and it terrifies me. When I enter I see something on the toilet seat. “I thought I threw that away.” I think by myself.

“Y/N, What is this?” I don’t respond immediately and feel my cheek heat up. He slapped me across the face. “I asked ‘What is this?’” I don’t want to be hit again so I answer “A pregnancy test.” Now he is screaming. “Do I look like I’m dumb! I already knew that! Why is it in my bathroom?!” “You asked what it was and I told you!” I screamed back avoiding his question. “Are you pregnant?” I avoid His glare. “I asked you something! Answer me Y/N!” He continues “Yes.” I say barely audible. I expect him to shout at me or hit me again but instead he gives me an ultimatum. “Get rid of it or get out and never contact me again.” I’m sobbing at this point. I can’t get rid of it. I can’t have an abortion. I start moving towards the door. I walk out of his house and his life without looking back.

I’m standing outside, sobbing. It’s dark and I don’t know where to go. My parents live outside London but there are no trains at this time and I don’t’ have money for a cab. I have nowhere to go. The only other person I know in this big city is Dan. His apartment is only 2 blocks away. I start walking.

When I reach his apartment I’m doubting if this was a good idea. Too late now, I already rang the bell.

Dan opens the door slightly annoyed but his expression softened when he saw it was me. “Hey Y/N!” he said cheerfully before looking at my face properly. His smile turned in a concerned expression. “ What happened?” he asked concerned. “Tom kicked me out.” I simply said. Dan pulls me into a hug and I start crying again. We sit on the sofa like this for over an hour. That’s how long it took for me to stop crying. When he is sure I’m not crying anymore he hesitatingly asks “Why did he kick you out?” I don’t’ answer immediately and flinch. I flinch out of fear he’s going to slap me. He notices me flinch. “ hey, what’s wrong?” he asks softly. I have to fight not to start crying again. I am finally able to speak and whisper softly “I’m pregnant.” Is all I say. “What?” he asks. “I’m pregnant.” I say louder this time. “I’m pregnant and he wanted me to have an abortion. If I wanted to keep the baby I had to leave, so I left.” I feel Dan brush my tears away with his fingers. “ I have nowhere to go, I can’t go home.” I cry. You can stay here as long as you like.” I’ suppressed by his response. Now it’s my turn to ask “What?”. “You can stay here , I’m not going to kick you out.” He answers. “But Phi…” He cuts me off. “Y/N, I’m sure Phil is ok with this. don’t worry about that.”

After sitting a while in comfortable silence I feel myself falling asleep. I’m almost asleep when I feel someone pick me up bridal style. Moments later I lay down. In that moment realize Dan has laid me in bed, his bed. I hear him moving towards the door. I quickly say. “Stay!” He responds with a simple ok. I feel him lay down on the other side of the bed and his arms sneak around my waist. The last thing I hear before drifting off to dreamland is: “Y/N, you are not alone. I will take care of you.”

I fall asleep with a smile on my face.

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