Danisnotonfire Imagines (Dan Howell)

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Y/N P.O.V.

“hey little sis!” and I’m in his arms. I’m visiting my brother Phil and his best friend Dan. He is such a hugger, he is almost killing me. “I love you a lot but I can’t breathe right now.” I say while laughing, god I miss this dork when I’m home. I pull away from the hug and look past him, Dan is standing awkwardly leaning against the wall. We lock eyes and I see his smile, his smile and dimple never fail to make my knees weak.

“You want a drink Y/N?” Phil asks. “tea?” “god Y/N that takes ages to make.” He groans. That is the point, the longer you are away the more time I have with Dan, I think by myself. If you haven’t guessed I’m seeing Dan behind Phils back, we are scared to tell him, we are scared he will not approve. “please you will be the best brother in history.” I give him the puppy eyes, he always falls for the puppy eyes. “if you stop looking at me like that I’ll make you tea.” He says. “Okay” I say smiling and turning around. Hearing Phil chuckle behind me.

When Phil enters the kitchen Dan pulls me into the lounge and crashes his lips on mine. God I missed him, it’s getting difficult to hide after six months. It’s difficult but exiting, sneaking kisses when Phil is not around. The only down side is we can’t have sex, we did it once but after that we are too scared, afraid he will find out. We pull away just in time.

Phil enters the lounge with my tea. I wrap my arms around his neck, nearly spilling the tea. “you are the best brother ever!” I exclaim. For the rest of the day we play Mario cart, watch movies, order take away, and that’s it we are three lazy people and lose track of time easily. After another movie I check the time. “not again.” I say “Phil can I say over? I missed my last train again.” I continue. “of course Y/N. it’s not like you never stayed over before.”

Phil goes up to the ‘office/gaming room’ to prepare my bed, I want to follow him but Dan pulls me on his lap. “When he is asleep you come to my room.” He whispers “Don’t you have a brother to help?” he says louder. I get up and Dan slaps my butt playfully causing me to giggle.

Phil and I made the bed in silence and after a few movies I’m going to sleep and so is phil. After within thirty or forty or I don’t know how many minutes I finally get up. I walk slowly on the stairs, sacred to make noise, past Phil’s bedroom and slip into Dan’s room. The room is beautifully illuminated by his amber lamp and he is sitting in the middle on his bed looking at his phone. He doesn’t notice I’m in here. I slowly walk up to him taking my pj’s off. I lay down next to him, naked. He looks me strait in the eyes, the shift of weight on his bed caught his attention.

His eyes are still wide. “Y/N, what are you doing? We can’t do this and you know it.” He says, it’s making me feel vulnerable and I want to cover myself up. “babe look at me, this has nothing to do with you. I love your body, You are gorgeous. I’m just scared he is going to find out.” He says, clearly noticing I’m uncomfortable.

“Do you want me?” I ask. “yeah, but…” I straddle his hips “good I want you to.” I say, tugging at his boxers wanting them off. After they are off everything is going fast. He flips me over massaging my clit sliding into me. He is very gentle, the sex is slow but passionate and I love it, I love him. I bite his shoulder preventing myself from making any noise but this only makes Dan struggle to keep quiet. He connects out lips, moans disappearing in our mouths. We reach out climax together, he collapses on top off me. I stroke his hair gently. We lay like this for a while, I’m thinking about our future and I’m sure Dan is too. When we both regain our breaths he rolls over and pulls me into a spooning positing covering us up with his black and grey duvet.