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Mattia's POV:

We got to toys r us and went looking for toys.

Mattia: I think I wanna take her to build a bear just for Monday and the experience.

Nev: yeah I was thinking the same thing, this is probably gonna be the most enjoyable month for her before we go back home.

Mattia: I'm not letting you guys go home Nevaeh.

I said looking at her seriously

Nev: you're real funny.

Mattia: im deadass serious, I want to wake up the same way I did this morning Nevaeh.

She completely ignored me

Nev: mhm, did we get everything on the list?

Mattia: I think so, let's go.

We paid, put the bags in the trunk including the wrapping paper and then got in the car.

Mattia: k I wanna finish this conversation.

Nev: no Mattia, I have to go at like 3 and I don't want to start arguing about a relationship that died a long time ago.

Mattia: i know you're going to lunch but please.

Nev: all you want to do is carve your way back into my life and fuck it up.

Mattia: I apologized, I gave you space I-

Nev: Mattia, in that entire fucking relationship all I asked for was your time, no fucking Gucci, no designer clothes or any of that shit, just time.

Mattia: I don't want Aaliyah to have a bad childhood Nevaeh. I want her to have a good childhood with both her parents.

Nev: wait a minute, you think that is equal to a bad childhood? Both her parents are still in contact with each other. She's not gonna have a bad childhood.

Mattia: I just don't want her growing up in a broken household.

Nev: Mhm, yeah it's almost time for me to go.

Mattia: Fucking listen to me! you don't know the shit I had to put up with at home, and I'm pretty sure you would never fucking survive in my household I never want Aaliyah to experience that!

Nev: oh yeah, having to be present for each time my dad would come home drunk and take whatever left over feelings he had out on Mariano after trying to protect me from getting hurt, or living in a drug house from when I was born to age 10 and seeing my mom struggle to even take care of my little sister.

I could tell I had made her so angry as I saw her eyes getting red and watery.

Mattia: no, Nevaeh-

Nev: and let's not even talk about the abuse I constantly went through even before I got in a relationship from age 14 to 18 and getting turned away by the closest people to me in my family when I tried to get help. That's a fucking broken household and I will make sure Aaliyah never experiences anything fucked up like that.

Mattia: no, Nevaeh I didn't know...i'm sorry-

She was on the verge of letting out a tear as she quickly grabbed her phone and wallet.

She left the car, going to a nearby restaurant with Cynthia, Devyn and Desiree as I immediately called Mariano.

*on call*

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