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Josh stop cutting please! ((Jellys pov))

⚠️Self harm warning ⚠️
I was walking to the bathroom and saw that the bathroom light was on I opened the door and saw josh cutting himself "J-josh?" I questioned as he hid the blade "Jelle what do you need?.." he said I could hear him being nervous in his tone "why?" I asked "what do you mean why?.." josh asked with tears in his eyes "Why are you hurting urself?!" I just broke I needed to no why. "Jelly I.. It's hard to explain, okay.." josh said looking away and I walked up to him and grabbed his face "please, it doesn't help okay? It just makes it worse. Please talk to me.. josh I need you, do please just remember the more blood you use the more chance you have of bleeding to death. What if you cut a vein open?!" I said I had so many questions. Josh had tears going down his face "it's a addition jelly, it's like a drug that you can't get away from it helps me. It takes me away from the world jelly I don't want to do it I just can't stop!" Josh said "Get help josh. You need it!" I said "IVE tried it doesn't WORK okay?!" Josh yelled blood went down his arm and I bandaged it up and josh just pulled me into a hug and bursted into tears I was breaking because josh was my everything and to see him in this much pain where he has to hurt himself to get away hurts. I slowly sat down and held him "after my grandma pasted jelly I lost myself until you came and saved me from ending it all the way I tried to hang myself I tried to kill my self so many times but I haven't tried in years because of you you mean so much to me if I ever lose you jelly.. i-" josh cried out "you'd what josh.."I said softly "I don't want to talk about it." Josh said "it's okay josh take your time I'm here and I'm not going anywhere my love.." I said we sat there for hours and then we finally went to my room and josh fell asleep. And I was lost in my thoughts how could I let this happen I'm supposed to be there for him but I sit here as he hurts himself I'm the worst boyfriend ever. It's not fair for him that someone like me is here to save a young boy like josh he's only 21. I said about to cry but kept my cool. Poor josh poor poor josh,

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