SemiShira oneshots

Short sad thing :)

Lol I'm bored and don't wanna sleep yet so- might be some spelling errors-

TW: death, hallucinations, and car accident

I blew a kiss to Shirabu leaving to go hang out with Tendou. He blushed a bit embarrassed by my actions.

"Bye~ and text me when you want me to rail-"

"SHUT UP I'M GONNA RAIL YOU!!"

I laughed as he yelled closing the door.

As I got in the car I felt and odd, sad feeling. It was like I didn't wanna be in there for some odd reason.

I continued driving and when I got to certain block this scared sad feeling grew even stronger. My head was screaming to over and over no.

I couldn't figure out why.

When I finally got out of the block and my car the feeling left. Yet I still felt sad for some reason.

Ignoring it I saw Tendou waving at me.

"SEMISEMI OVER HERE!!"

"Don't yell so loud Tendou, we're in public."

"I should care why?"

I rolled my eyes as we walked into the coffee shop.

We talked for a while laughing every now and then.

"I'm glad you're doing better."

"Better from what?" I asked.

"You know..." he said.

I shook my head ignoring what he said.
"You're weird. Anyways, Shirabu keeps thinking he can top me. Which is obviously not true."

"Semi...."

I looked at him to see a frown on his face.

"Hm?"

"I....think you're hallucinating...Shirabu is gone..."

I looked at him before that sad feeling I felt before get stronger.
"What?"

"You...remember right? The accident. Shirabu...he died around 2 weeks ago.."

I felt the memories coming back to me.

The impact of the other car.
Our screams.
Shirabu's scream.
And waking up, to see Shirabu in the passenger seat covered in blood. Glass was deep in his skin.

And then the realization that Shirabu wasn't breathing.

"Shirabu...Kenji...wake up." I had said. But, he didn't.

"Semi, hey, don't cry-"

"Shut up! He's alive!! I KNOW HE ISN'T GONE!"

I yelled running out and leaving him. I was crying.

I don't know why.

I have no reason to cry, because Shirabu is alive. I know he is.

I know he's alive.
He's been alive for years.

"Semi why are you crying?" Shirabu asked me as I came home. I wiped my tears seeing him there.

"Tendou said you died."

"Don't listen he's always teasing you anyways..."

I nodded going to hug him. But when I tried, it was like he faded.

And he was gone.

"No, Shirabu no. Kenji come back. Y-you can't leave me. Please."

Nothing.

"Please."

I cried over and over.

But he never showed up. It's like he was dead.