Black Rose (Rosé X Male Reader)

Chapter 6 (Too Soon and Too Late)

I silently pinched myself... but the scenery wouldn't change. It was still... Rosie... or ... Rosé. Rosé... Chaeyoung... Rosie... god damn it...

I didn't even realize that my breathing had become heavy due to my head spinning around like a tornado with so many things I didn't understand. And it seemed like Jonathan noticed it before me. "(Y/N)! Damn it, you okay? Stay with me, boy!"

"I-I need to go." I pushed him off me and quickly left the coffee on the table before I ran quickly to the front door. Those names... Chae...Chaeyoung...Rosie...Rosé... Who is she? How come she has so many names on her pockets? What kind of parents named her like those?!

Which one is the real one?!

I hopped onto my bike and quickly cycled my way home. I tried gain my focus as I rode the bike. As hard as I could, I pressured the thought deep inside my consciousness so I wouldn't end up hitting something. Or worse, someone.

After twenty minutes of riding the bike like crazy, I reached my apartment without hitting anything, thank God...

I didn't bother putting things neatly. I quickly sat on my bed while trying to calm my breathing down. What are you... who are you? The REAL you?!

Okay... time out! There are things that have been budging my head... and I don't thing all of this is a misunderstanding... nor a coincidence, I'm afraid...

First: She has a sister named Jisoo. And I first saw Jisoo when I was with Jonathan as part of the Blackpink. Today, I saw her with Rosé... which makes her sister is part of the Blackpink...

Second: This Rosé bullshit. I have become really really irritated with this name... as if my ears would bleed if I ever hear this shit one more time. Rosie told me that Rosé is her special name from the guy back at the alley... but if it's so special that makes her that terrified, it's not supposed to be used carelessly.

Meanwhile, her name is everywhere on the media!!

There... two solid explanation... why...

No! For the last time, I didn't want to jump into conclusion. I still wanted to believe that my friend was Rosie, not Rosé.

And I guess, there was only one left to do. One thing, that separated me from the truth

I picked my phone and typed on YouTube. 'Rosie Blackpink'. Please no, please no, please no... I slowly and hesitantly pressed the search button...

Rosé's POV

It had been a whole month, without him... I missed playing around with him. I didn't even meet him when I biked on the park on the morning.

I didn't blame him if he was still awkward after that incident with Chanyeol... I owed him an explanation too. No, I owed him a lot of things... even an apology, a big one.

I wouldn't be surprised if he was mad at me... I had been a bad friend too. And now, I went away for a month without saying anything...like someone went away without saying goodbye... except that this wasn't a goodbye....

I hope...

I had been debating with myself, and gaining some courage to face him... I even consulted with the pastor at the church, and it made me came home way later. I wouldn't be surprised if (Y/N) didn't know since... I didn't have the courage to discuss this at the church. So I picked another spot outside the church while still bringing Hana for playing.

And if you asked me how often she asked me about her Oppa... I didn't dare answer it with another lie... enough was enough! Besides, lying to a kid would be so much worse than anyone else...