There was kindness in his smile, a gentleness. It was the smile of one who laughed with ease and saw the person under the behavior, a soul-connector. He is the kind of person who lived how he believed people should. He was honest, loyal, he is a calm sea. Yet, most of all, he is my friend.

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"I don't know how I feel about this sweetheart..." Jin sighs and turns to look at me.

" Jin sighs and turns to look at me

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"It's the only way Jin. They aren't stupid they won't confront her if we are around." Yoongi states.

"Well, then that just seems like a better reason for us to stay around," Kookie speaks up. Our eyes meet and he gives me a small half-smile.

We have been at this for an hour or so now. I haven't gotten to apologize to Jimin or Kookie but they are still here for me listening to Yoongi's plan.

My heartfelt full looking around the room at the people I care for the most. All the guys agreed to meet up at my place with Dani. I was smooshed on the couch between Jin and Jimin, Dani between Hobi and Kookie, Yoongi and Joon were standing in front of the couches breaking down the plan.

I turned my head to the left to look at Tae, he stood in the corner quietly with a glazed look lost in his own thoughts.  I'll have to talk to him privately later.

  I'll have to talk to him privately later

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"Nah Kook we have to do this to finish it. It's the only way to get rid of them for good." Joon argues drawing my attention back to him.

I'm scared the old fears run through my head, and I hear the taunting laughter of years past. Once again fear found me and keeps its long talons embedded in me. It spoke to me in its cackling voice. It told my legs to go weak, my stomach to lurch and my heart to ache.

I feel the fear. And I take a step forward pushing past it, and then, as if by magic, I find confidence, I find my voice. It's time to stop feeling the storm and be a hurricane.

"I can do it," I say loudly, confidently.

I had cried my tears, suffered my wounds, walked some of my hardest roads, and now it was my time to thrive. There was a moment, just a fraction of a second, where my eyes met Yoongi's. He gave me a short curt nod and that was all the encouragement I needed.

I felt like there was courage pushing inside me, demanding me to be brave and strong. I never had this kind of bravery before. I stand squaring my shoulders, head held high as they all stare at me. "We are going to do this. It's the best shot we have."

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I'm back My Little Coconuts!

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and a great start to their new year!!

Sadly this book is finally nearing its end.

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