We all know the webtoon Lookism right?...
Arthir a 26 old man dies with his co worker in his day-shift. He meets someone who apparently works for God or so as the man said. Arthir likes to read comics and one of the latest comics he read was "Lookis...
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Also warning this contains some strong language and some depression actions. Please don't read this or at least the first 7 paragraphs if you are sensible.
I open my eyes to find a white ceiling. I try to move but a sharp pain stops me trying to move, I just lay there and I began to lose consciousness again 'Fuck! I will need to get used to this' I start hearing Alade's voice and imagines coming to me. I can see a boy he is short, he is with his parents, he seems happy, now I see blood and someone yelling, the boy is now crying in a hospital, now he is attending a funeral. I can hear the whispers of people at the funeral, now the boy is in a department, he is taking pills, many, many, many pills, he can't stop crying, is night and he got a knife from the kitchen. He is cutting himself, he laughs as he cuts himself, then he cries, he punched the mirror, the next day, he called someone. The person came to repair the mirror.
The person left, now the boy is once again crying in his bed, he hasn't eaten, he cries until he falls asleep, his phone vibrates, someone is calling, the boy picks up, from the other line you can hear yelling, screaming, and crying. It sounds like a woman's voice, the boy cries again, he hangs up, he takes the knife from the kitchen again, he cuts himself again.
The boy is in the bathroom bleeding from both of his hands. He has his knife in his right hand, he stabs himself, he lost consciousness, someone came in, it was a woman, she screamed, paramedics start to take the boy away, he is now in the hospital, he doesn't want to talk to anyone. The woman from before came, she slaps him, again and again, and again until both of his cheeks are completely red, she is screaming at him, she kicks the bed, she yells more, the boy just looks out the window. She left the room, the boy starts crying again.
After three days in the hospital, the boy is back in the department. He sits on his bed, he looks around, and smirks a little, he says things that I can't understand, he lays on his bed, he goes to the bathroom and looks at himself. He takes out the knife again, he cuts himself again, he screams in pain but then he laughs, he does it again, and again he is losing so much blood that he lost consciousness again.
He is in the hospital again, he now has to attend counseling and has pills for depression, the woman comes again, she is mad, she is yelling again, she hits the bed again, she hits him again, she said "I wish you were never born you piece of shit "she left and the boy cries again. He is back home, now someone is living with him due to protection. He took the knife while the person was calling someone, he went to the bathroom, he cut himself again.
It has to be three days since the person has left the boy due to something happening in the person's family. The boy tries jumping from his window he fails, someone saw him and grab him, he was put in a mental hospital, he doesn't talk to anyone, he cries at night, he tries to cut himself again. The women come to visit him, she laughs at him and makes fun of him, she left him. He is alone in a room with cameras, he had a panic attack, he wants to die, he escapes his room and tries jumping put the rooftop. He fails.
