ch. 2 SHH ITS A SECRET

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Maddie pov:

I frantically grabbed an Advil to keep me calm and collected and then ran down the stairs in record breaking time being the first to greet demi with a hug that felt like it lasted for an eternity. After I let go, and let he rest of my family greet demi I grabbed her arm and pulled her up to my room,  we started off our day by watching mean girls on the couch in my bedroom. I guess at some point in the movie we both passed out heads together and the next thing I hear is my mom yelling "Girls dinners ready" a very sleepy demi wakes up and hears me curse "oh shit" knowing that I will haft to eat because demis here and she will get suspicious.  She says "what's wrong baby girl it's just dinner" "I know" I say back and we race down the stairs to the table. I sit in my normal seat and am greeted by Dallas who I had no idea was coming for dinner. I look straight ahead and see my heap of Mac and cheese and grilled cheese sandwich I can barley stomach half of my plate when my demons start roaring
Stop eating
They'll never like you if you weigh that much
Ew do you want to look like an elephant
We can help if you just stop
Maybe if you don't eat you'll have more friends

And so on I tell my mom I'm done and excuse myself from the table. Moments later my sister runs in and says she's going to go to the movies with Marissa and if I want to come. I turn down the invite saying I have to much hw to finish.  She doesn't suspect anything and she leaves with Marissa as soon as she's gone I begin my nightly routine. I run to the bathroom and throw everything up that I just stomached, next I pull my blade out of my jewelry box and cut fresh lines.  I then take a shower cover up the cuts with makeup, get in my pajamas , take a couple xanex for sleep and hop I'm bed.

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