Marriage Contract

can you forgive me?-2.

At this moment of Namjoon's trial to pursue Jin by hook or crook, Jungkook is unable to control his desperation to persuade Jin to accept him back! After knowing how vicious Namjoon is, Jungkook is in full of fear of losing Jin!! Jimin told him everything!! Now Jungkook curses himself for taking advice from Namjoon for all these days and making his own life a big mess being an asshole!!

Jungkook is now aware that Namjoon is waiting for a chance to trap and prey Jin to make Jeon's family suffer more and more since he learned the reasons for Namjoon's enemty with them!! He will never let Namjoon play with their lives anymore!!

Jungkook sighed louder and held Jin's palms, expressing all the love he has in his eyes for him in his touch and said,

"I am ready to take any punishment you want to give me Jinnie!! Punish me in the way you want .. hit me curse me or throw me from the top of our mansion, but please forgive me...." He couldn't control the welling tears, while looking into Jin's glossy eyes...

Jin gulped and but his lips....got himself out from Jungkook's grip and gathered himself using all his mental wits to be able to speak what he wanted.... and then said it all in a low voice yet in a firm tone..

"Which sin do I punish you for Jungkook?? Should I punish you for all those tears I had to shed for your rudeness to me all these days? Or should I punish you for all those sleepless nights I had to live since you left me with a heavy heart, not possessive any mercy to me in your cold nature and negligece, just because I am from a poor family??

"Jin....I am sorry....."

"No... don't sorry this soon Jungkook....Let me first speak and say what I want to say!! You asked me to punish you!! Should I punish you for your filthy idea of the ridiculous marriage contract with me, who knew nothing about your undiclosed love life with Jimin? or the cruel intentions to torture the newly wedded husband with all your spear like hurtful words by demeaning and degrading him? Or should I punish you for drafting all the nasty things in the marriage contract, that gave you an opportunity to play with my life as if I am a toy that can be played with and break whenever you wanted?!

...Or do I punish you for your wicked thoughts to simply throw me out of your house and life just like the broken piece of some unwanted thing, after using it as much as possible for your needs and pleasures? Or Should I punish you for shamelessly having an extramarital affair in front of my very eyes with Jimin, while holding the right to kick me out, incase of my infidelity if any? Or Would I punish you for plotting with Namjoon by asking him to seduce me and check my self-control on my physical needs, in case of failing which you can declare me a slut? Or Would I punish you for disappoving even our honeymoon and lying to me and your father that you were going to attend the business management course and staying with your loving boyfriend?? Or would I punish you for touching me without my permission and raping me brutally while giving me all filthy names and later leaving me in a near death condition and absconding the consequences?

Or Should I punish you for telling Namjoon to check if I became pregnant since you raped me without a condom, and to get rid of the pregnancy if it occurred, by aborting it silently without my notice, with the help of the medicine you have sent with him to mix in my food? Tell me for which sin do I punish you for Jungkook? or how many things should I punish you for?

When I cooked well, you said it is better that I work for a restaurant rather experimenting it on you!! But why couldn't you recognise my love for you then??.. When I appreciated you for your singing abilities, you didn't even respond to me, because you think of me as low as possible!! when I dealt with Min's deal, you suspect me to flirt with Yoongi to get the deal... How many more things do I punish you for??

Anyway, I am not capable of punishing you Jungkook!!.. indeed, I am incapable of granting forgiveness too!! I feel that, it is my fault to getting married to you without learning about your intentions about me properly!! Therefore, you don't have to sorry me or ask me for forgiveness...I learned my lesson for dreaming a good life with a rich man like you....

So, I don't want to trouble you anymore Jungkook...I just want to give you what you need, a life that is without a slut or whore like me!! I mean, I want you to enjoy your life without my presence or existence in it!!

Therefore, I am ready to give you the divorce you, that want to take after one year of our marriage tenure!! I will not let you wait for it anymore!! And by the way, don't let the world blame you for using the so called marriage contract for not paying me anything or not giving your name to your child!!

Because even now, I don't seek any compensation from you once we get divorced...
Anyway, all I need is, just the divorce from you, so that you can get rid of me forever!! please talk to the lawyer and get the arrangements done for it Jungkook..."

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