I get up and say bye to Mikey. I sit there for a while petting Kat. I get Mikey's laptop and search for something that just popped into my mind.
I close it after looking at what I needed to look at and sit there watching black and white reruns of The Three Stooges.
Why can's I be right? Why? My feelings are all scrambled. I want to cry but at the same time I want to scream and just break everything in my way. Other times I feel desperate. For what? I'm not sure. I just want something to happen. I feel that time hasn't passed and that I'm still in the messy bedroom pinned down against the dirty sheets and.....
I get up and go to the market to buy things for dinner. Mikey says there's nothing wrong with me but I forgot to put on socks. How can someone whose okay forget to put in socks.
"Miss. You gonna buy something?" the lady at the fruit stand says.
I snap out of my trance and nod. I pick some fruit and lettuce into my basket. I walk to go to the cashier when a man brushes past me, closely touching me. I scream and all the things I got go tumbling down onto the floor.
"Miss....." the lady's at my side picking up the things. "Miss....what happened?"
I shake my head and pay. As soon as I pay I run out of there and run towards home. Safety. I bump into a bunch of people and I start to hyperventilate.
My hands start to shake and my knees go weak. I fall in front of the building and make myself calm down.
It doesn't work though. People stare at me as if I were a crazy woman....
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"Woah...." Mikey says when he walks in. The table is set up with a pretty centerpiece Mikey had somewhere. I put the candles I bought and plain plates he had. I had tried my best to cook chicken and in my opinion it came out pretty yummy.
"Sit down." I smiled sweetly at him. He nodded and sat down awkwardly on a chair. I had on my prettiest dress and shoes too. I had tied in hair in a nice ribbon.
I could feel his eyes on me and that made me feel partly scared and satisfied.
"You look pretty." he says politely.
"Thank you..." I blush. We eat I'm silence and I hate it.
"Just because I'm not a hundred percent okay doesn't mean that we can't talk...." I say. He looks up from his plate and starts crying.
He goes to the room and locks himself up. I had never seen Mikey..... Or any guy cry.
I sit there in my seat with my fork in my hand. The only reason he was crying....was because of me. I was planning on telling him what had happened today.....but that isn't such a great idea anymore.
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Finally updated and sorry if it's short and crappy. I will try and update soon! ;)
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Bottom of the Blackest Hole
FanfictionMaxine Goodson is seventeen and living with her stepfather. He hits her and mistreats her but she can't leave. She owes him a huge amount of money so she gets a job in an office where she meets Mikey. They become really good friends and he makes Max...
