Blackout
I nearly collapsed today
My head was too heavy for my neck
My soul too heavy for my body
My life too heavy for my god.
I was leaning too far forwards
Slowly slowly leaning
Until
My head noticed I was falling
Fa l li n g
My vision was going so blurry
I could barely see
My eyelids drooping too far over my pupils
Covering my visual field.
Everything was dark for so long
I was sure I was dead
Dead in a ditch
I want to be dead in a ditch
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Forget The World
PoetryForget the world, Forget the people. Focus on me, Focus on you. Smile. A documentation of my deteriorating mental heath and stability through words.