Forget The World

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And you saw in hollow eyes how sad I was
But then I was getting so much sadder.
And you felt in my hand how cold I was
But then I was turning colder.
And you read the numbness spread unknowingly on my face
But then I was falling way number, like sickness.
And I was staring at the wall,
But I was staring further.
And I was looking in your eyes,
But I saw emptiness.
And I was holding my heart on my hands,
But I felt nothing.
And I was looking at the knife in my grasp,
But I didn't remember grabbing it.
And I shouldn't have to be like this,
And it wasn't supposed to feel like this,
And you weren't supposed to stay like this.
But it ended this way,
But it made you feel that way,
But you stayed anyway.
And I'm digging a grave
But you don't know why.
And I'm crawling in it
But you think I'm just joking.
And I'm fixated on the sky above
And you're forgetting that I don't joke.
And I've stopped shaking from the cold,
But I'm still cold, growing colder.
And there's a person who's sad, getting sadder.
And there's a heart going numb, slowly number,
But for once it's not mine.