I smoked a cigarette for the first time in forever today
It was such beauty to feel such bliss again
So lovely lovely lovely
I am so dizzy dizzy dizzy with my forgotten intoxication
My footsteps are so wobbly, I am so not used to this
How funny it is that we can forget the effects we need to get used to
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I would like to be lonely with you
I would like to sit at the dining table with you with a cigarette in hand
I would like to watch the sun set and the stars rise with you
I would like say nothing at all to you
I would like for you to know the words I will not say
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I could die right here
I would like to be lobotomised
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Forget The World
الشعرForget the world, Forget the people. Focus on me, Focus on you. Smile. A documentation of my deteriorating mental heath and stability through words.
