naruto oneshots

with you

pairing: sasuke x naruto
type: angst
setting: konoha
era: boruto

summary: take my hand, take my whole life too

xxx

wise men say
only fools rush in

but i cant help
falling in love with

you...

shall i stay? would it be a

s i n

if i

cant

help

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in love with you?

☆

sakura is kind. she cares for me and has raised our daughter for years. 

sarada is nice too. even though i barely know her, but she seems that she's been well raised. 

i have a family after years.

but i want naruto.

i wish i didn't want him. i really do.

i wish my heart would stop making me feel emotions i don't want to feel.

i wish i'd stop being so selfish and love the woman i am destined to love.

i wish love didn't exist.

because you think you know what you want. you think you're so happy and your life is so perfect that you ignore your true feelings and continue with your current lifestyle. and when you do that, it's suppose to bury the love deep inside of your soul.

but when you're in love, you can't fall out of it.

you also can't choose who you fall into love with. it's awful, i know.

what's also awful is my mind.

i know i'm in love with him. i always have been.

i've always ignored it.

his mind is awful, too.

he's in love with me. he said he always has been.

he's always ignored it.

sometimes we meet up. we never do much.

we've kissed before. i'm not very happy to admit it but it's true. i won't lie.

i wish things were different. i wish we could be together and i could live in the village too.

however, i can't be there without feeling guilt.

i wish i could be with the man i love.

xxx

in my mind, this is canon.

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