Chapter 23: Black Majima
QUEEN A's Point of View
TEN YEARS ago til now when I used to hide myself, my identity, my spirit and my soul due to unforgettable nightmare.
I am trying to pick up every pieces of my life but damn it!
Fvck this freaking life!
A flower silk bloody-red gown, red gloves, red masks and red high heels are my bloody-red identity.
I am living like a dead creature!
DEATH is my passion.
No one knows me even a single letter of my name or even a glimpse of my totality--- no one knows!
Hiding myself is what keeps me alive. Fear is not what I am afraid of, loving my fear is frightening me.
Hiding myself is not that easy... but what could I do? That's what I want.
There's is one person that I living with..
"You are not listening to me? Aren't you?" She questioned that she was sulking over.
"Sorry," I apologized. Napahinto ito sa pagsuklay ng aking buhok. She didn't respond instead she keeps on combing my hair.
Every time she visited me she always combing my hair until she palled on doing that. Hinahayaan ko lamang siya sa kaniyang ginagawang pagsusuklay sa aking buhok.
"Sefiè," I mumbled her name. Actually her name is Sophia but I loved changing names kaya't ang pangalan niyang Sophia ay napalitan ng Sefiè.
"Hmm..." walang ganang tugon niya.
"Are you still mad at me?" I asked in a soft sound.
"I'm not. Bakit naman ako magagamit sa'yo?" She suddenly answered.
Tumigil na siya sa pagsusuklay, humarap ako sa kaniya at nasa libong ko ang malungkot niyang mukhang nakaharap sa akin. Kapagkuwan ay humaplos 'yon sa dibdib ko.
I immediately grab her arm and press her body to hug. "Sorry na... I don't want to see you on that gaze." Mahinahon ko pa ring sabi.
She didn't bother to respond instead she tighten the hug. Hinigpitan ko rin ang pagkaka yakap sa kaniya. We were on that posisyon until I feel a warmth liquid falling down on my back.
Kasabay ng mga butil ng mga luha ay ang sunod-sunod niyang pag hikbi. She is crying, silently.
Bumitaw na siya sa pagkakayakap, I saw her tears are continue on falling. "Nah! I'm not mad.. I just miss you, so much," naiiyak niyang sabi.
I wipe her tears using my two hands, softly. She was broke over as she sobbed like a child. I smile genuinely.
"I'm glad that you miss me," I chuckled from ear to ear at bahagyang tumingala ako para pigilin ang luhang nagbabadyang lumabas. Nadala ako sa kaniyang drama.
Buti pa si Sefiè na Miss ako eh.. siya kaya? Hindi ko pala nasabi na isa sa mga ugali ko ang mag-asumed sa mga bagay na hindi makabuluhan.
BINABASA MO ANG
Alpha Magus University | The Hidden Soul
Mystery / ThrillerA flower silk bloody-red gown, red gloves, red high-heels and red mask are my bloody-red identity. Hiding myself is what keeps me alive. 'Fear is not what I am afraid of, loving my fear is frightening me.' Hana, Dul, Set. This is the GAME you have b...
