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(there is a chapter after this extremley long rant, but please read)

RANT GOOD RANT RANT OF THIS VIDEO

OHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDDD

FÙCKING MICHAEL CLIFFORD IS SUCH A DÀMN KITTEN AND SÈX GOD AT THE SAME TIME

LUKE HEMMINGS VOICE IS SO FÜCKING GOOD ITS LIKE ANGELS ARE COMING OUT OF HIS PRETTY MOUTH

ok so the very first time Michael sings the pre-chorus(exactly 42 seconds into the song) the line is 'you were mine for a night, I don't know how to say goodbye' WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFULLY PERFECT THING I HAVE EVER HEARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE

AND THEN THE NOTE CHANGE AHHH

I AM LISTENING TO IT AS I AM WRITING THIS AND I AM LITERALLY SHAKING ITS SO FÙCKING BEAUTIFUL

like even if i never heard of this bad before and you showed me this i would probably jump off a building

wrapped around your finger is one of my favorite songs by 5sos and one of my all time favorite songs EVER mostly because Micheal's voice is so dàmn gorgeous and he sings alot n this song and when he sings it live he looks so into it and i fuckîng love it, he feels connected to it and i love when artists do tht.

I LOVE THESE BOYS SO MUCH THE TEARS ARE REAL

but being completely and totally serious i love these guys with every part of my body, like it isnt even i love them so much i want to date them(which i would love) but a love in which i just want to sit down and talk to them, i honestly want nothing more than to be their friend and just talk and hang out and have them be there. Just to have them know me, and we all just be totally normal around each other and just be our selves and it literally kîlls me that i cant have that

all i want from them is a frienship and i dedicate my entire world to them and they dont even know i exist.

of course i don't blame them cuz im just some fan from indiana, but i just wish they would notice me and we could all just become really great friends and just tell each other everythig and anything

i am actually going to their concert on august 22 in indianapolis and for some reason, i dont want to meet them, of course i want to go to their concert and hear them play, but after the concert, if i get to meet them, i dont know if i could.

it would be one thing for them to not know who i am becuz they have never met me or seen me, but if i ask them for an autograph or a picture, then they know who i am, fora second. but they don really know me, im just another face to them. I bet i could meet them with a crowd of other fans around us ad say hi and then 2 minutes later they forget me. it terrifies the hell out of me that i will finally meet them and they still wont know that i exist.

i know that they love their fans and that they dont mean to do it, it just happens. there is nothing anyone can do about it and it kills me. I cannot even describe the feeling i will have if i ever met them. i would be ecstatic, but at the same time, who am i to them? just one of the millions upon millions of fans.

Forgotten in half a second, forever.

And while they would be on my mind literally 24/7, thinking about the way one of them smiled a me, or holding their autographs near and dear to my hear, i will know that they arent doing the same.

that they still have no clue who i am, and the impact they have had on my life.

they have helped me find my dream. I never knew i was good at writing until i started this. I didnt even know i liked it, i would have never found out if it wasnt for them. I wouldnt have known that writing was what i wanted to do for the rest of my life, write, and draw.

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