Psycho

Epilogue

{Allison}

I stare at the grey wall of my bedroom. I've sat here for the past hours after hearing the news. Evan committed suicide. He hung himself in his cell. I know I shouldn't, but I feel sad. I loved him. Even though our relationship didn't last long, I loved him. He knew me, he understood me. And now he's gone. I should be glad that another murderer is gone, that the world is a safer place, but I can't put up a happy face and fake it.

I can't believe he killed himself. I wonder what the reason was of his suicide. Did he lose his mind? Was it is plan all along?

The two boys I've truly loved are both gone. They're gone and I can't do anything about it. I can never see their faces again, or talk to them.

How am I supposed to move on? How am I supposed to graduate, find a job, fall in love again, like normal people? My life isn't normal.

How can I trust someone ever again? How do I know they're not a psychopath?

I sigh deeply and wipe the tears from my cheeks. I've been crying non stop for the past days, or weeks even. Since Ashers death I'm a mess. I feel miserable, empty, broken. I can't even remember the last time I smiled.

I stare at the envelope in my hand. My name is written on it with black ink. A cop gave it to me when he told us the news about Evan. It's a letter from Evan, to me. I'm scared of what's inside. I don't know what to expect. I haven't spoken to him since his arrest.

I breathe deeply in and out before I open the envelope with trembling hands. I take the paper out. The handwriting of Evan fills my sight. It's not a long letter, not at all.

Dear Allison Hill,

Even in my last moments I'm thinking about you. About what we had. My time is up. But remember, I will never stop loving you.

Love, Evan

(It's officially done, psycho is finished!

I want to thank everyone who has read this story, who voted on this and who commented. I really appreciate it and it kept me motivated.

I hope you liked psycho and that you will read more books of mine in the future! With that being said, there's a new book up. It's in English and it's called She belongs with me. I hope you'll enjoy it!)