(I'm like sneezing the whole time, because I've been 12 hours outside without eating amd drinking and reiceving nothing. I want dead)
I put the card down. No Ari you moved on. I won't ever get back to Zayn. He's history and he has that girlfriend of him. Why is he doing this? I mean he can't be cheating on his girlfriend. I feel angered. I want- need - and explenation. I grab my phone and search for his number.
"Ari?" Louis yells up the stairs. "Yeah" I yell back. "Why does ut take so long?" he yells. "Sorry need to call someone!" I quickly tap Zayn's name an it starts calling.
"Ari?" his voice is strong and sounds good to my ears. "What about the card?" I ask going straight to the point. "It's true" he says in all seriousness. "Yeah but you can't be cheating on Lia" I say feeling anger built. Lia doesn't deserve this.
"I'm not gonna cheat on Lia." He says with an annoyed tone. "Then what? I ask getting more and more angry by the second. "I DO love her but not enough to be in a long relation ship, I'm gonna be with her for christmas and and new year" he says like it's obvious. "Why new year?" I ask. He's silent before responding. "She never got a new years kiss Ari" he says. I feel a tear strem down my face.
"Me neither Zayn"
It's silent. It's silent for way too long.
I promise myself. If he doesn't say a thing the next five seconds I'm gonna hang up and never talk to him again. Never.
One.
No words.
Two.
The silence is killing me.
Three.
He's gonna say something. He loves me.
Four.
He can't give up on me.
Five.
I'm done.
"Ari-" he says. it's to late I promisd my self. "I'm sorry Zayn" I say barely above a whisper. I put my phone down and end the call.
My knees give up and I fall to the ground and my phone falls to the ground beside me. I break into sobs.
It feels like my heart is ripped out. Why did she deserve a perfect christmas and a new years kiss? Didin't I deserve that all? No I didin't.
"Ari what the hell is wrong?!" Louis yells running in kneeling down besides me. I can't talk. I don't wanna talk. "Deep breaths Ari" an Irish accent tells me. "He hates me" I whisper. Than I shut up and calm my breath.
Wothout saying a word I wipe my tears away. I get up grab some pillow and walk downstairs. I throw them down.
Niall comes down to and I hear yelling upstairs.
Maybe it's because it's 100% sure he doesn't love me. Maybe it is because I thought he still loved me.
I'm just sure about one thing I'M never getting back to Zayn. Never.
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Sex Lessons ; Zayn AU (Editing)
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