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70 days (luke)

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70 days (luke)
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Week 1

You rubbed your bloodshot eyes, taking a shaky breath. There was the boy of your dreams in front of you-or on a laptop screen I suppose.

He was magnificent. Flawless in every way. As if on cue the twitcam started making you squeal in excitement.

"Hi, sorry we're late." The golden haired boy apologized with a small smile.
"It's like eight in the morning here in London," he then continued.
"We just woke up," The blonde said, which made your heart break into a million pieces. He looked okay and not at all a wreck like you.
"Shut up Luke," Michael interjected, causing a pout to form on your boyfriend's lips, or should I say ex-boyfriend. You sighed running your fingers through your hair.

The twitcam went on longer than usual. Every single minute you were looking for any signs that he was the least bit heartbroken. No. Nothing.

Oh well, you thought closing your laptop shut. And once again you were sucked into an oblivion, drowning in your emotions.

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Week 5

Idiot. You repeated those words over and over in your head, unable to let go. You actually thought you had a chance. To once again be with him, in his arms. No, you couldn't think like that. After all the shit he's put you through, he doesn't deserve your tears.

Your best friend then came into the room holding up several magazines.
"Y/N!" She yelled before slamming the magazines right in front of you, nearly cutting your nose off.

You skimmed through one of the magazines until you saw your ex-boyfriend with a...girl?

LUKE HEMMINGS IN A RELATIONSHIP?
Fans had earlier spotted this blonde boy kissing a girl. The kiss was taken place near an alleyway. They had abruptly stopped when hearing screams which reinforces that he's trying to keep it a secret...

You set down the magazine very slowly generally scaring your best friend. You couldn't read anymore. No. No more. There was a picture, which shows proof. He's already moved on.

Moved on.

Moved on.

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Week 7

All hope was gone inside of you. That tiny spark of hope was gone.

Gone. Just like that. Earlier weeks ago you had read about 10 magazines advertising the kiss Luke had shared with this anonymous girl.

It killed you to see this. It pained you to know that your ex-boyfriends last words meant nothing.

'I will always love you'

What is love? Is love just an emotion destined to break and hurt you? Is love just a shout into an oblivion? Is love nothing but empty promises?

Thoughts raced through your head. Sniffling, you continued to shove spoonfuls of ice cream down your throat.

It'll all go back up anyways right?

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Week 9

You were so sad that you lost any will to live. Nothing but numbness coursed through your body. It was all just a lie.

Not to mention that he recently released a new song.

Amnesia.

'It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all'

Oh, how right you are Luke, you thought bitterly. Was your whole relationship a lie? Was it just a lie? How is he fine? How is he not a wreck? Because you were not fine at all...

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Week 10

"You know he's back right?" Your best friend informed causing you to snort, "Don't remind me,"

"Damn, who knew it would only take months to change him?" She exclaimed causing you to look up.

You had learned to push your feelings back. Therefore, he did not have the same effects on you. In fact the sight of him made you furious.

Anger coursed through your veins.

It all subsided when he came over standing in an awkward stance.
"Um h-hi," He greeted causing you to snort.
"We know each other Luke, don't try and act like you did when..." You faltered.

This was the same coffee shop you met him at. Of course he went to the same school as you, but here is where you got to know each other.

You remembered the day perfectly. He was standing awkwardly-just like now-he said the same greeting to you.

"That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about..." He replied motioning to an empty booth.

You nodded and followed him, still managing a smile.

Though, that smile disappeared when you sat. It was the very same one you two talked at, where he asked you to be his girlfriend.

Taking a deep breath you ran your fingers through your hair.
"So?" You asked impatiently tapping your foot.
"I still do," He replied solemnly.

You were confused at first but soon understood. This 3 words was what made you crack.

Before you knew it tears were pouring from your eyes. Now on a full on sob session.

He slid in the booth, sitting next to you.

Hugging you tightly he pressed a kiss onto your forehead.

"Can we start again?"

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this was really well written wowzies

I cried

- becca