Leap of faith || Reddie

4 ~ You're not heterosexual?

Eddie's Pov:

Richie was being fucking weird.

Sorry, thats normal.....

I mean, REALLY weird.

Richie has never talked about liking a girl in his life.

Except my mom.

Regardless of all the shit she did with the fucking gazebos, I feel bad that she's always the one Richie chooses to "fuck".

Why not Bill's mom? Or Bev? Bev is WAY hotter than my mom.

Sorry, that sounded fucked up.

My mom is not hot.

Or pretty.

She's a pretty big bitch though.

She never stopped to think whether what she was doing was okay.

Ever since dad died from cancer, she probably just doesn't want me to go like him. So that's why she said I have a sickness I need to get over.

It's nice to know that she was doing it because she cares, but she's horrible still.

I don't like her at all.

Okay, back to the Richie situation,

His face got super red when I asked him if he liked me. Which I meant as a joke (kind of)

And if he did like me, I honestly would not know what I would say.

Obviously I would be supportive. He's my best friend.

But I will also be surprised because I didn't actually know Richie has human emotions for other humans.

Or just emotions in general..

Well I gotta say. That girl is pretty lucky.

Its not like I like Richie or anything!

Nononononononononononononono.

At least I dont think I do.

What the fuck am I saying?

OF COURSE I don't like him.

I'm not saying it would be bad if I did

I just... Ugh I dont fucking know.

I don't feel like I've liked many girls either.

HOLY SHIT AM I GAY?

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT.

FUCK WHERE'S MY INHALER?

I scramble around my bedroom looking for my inhaler.

"Shit fuck shit fuck. WHERE'S MY FUCKING INHALER?"

I check under my bed and immediately see a res plastic and rip it out.

I put it in my mouth and click the button so it can open up meh lungs.

"Thank the lord." In exhale.

I notice that my mom still hasn't come to my room.

Lately my mom hasn't been checking up on me much.

Ever since the gazebos incident.

She talks to me, but not as much.

I guess I should be happy about that, right?

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Richie's Pov:

I may be stupid, but I'm going to tell Stan I'm gay.