NO MORE
Chapter 17
Trembling hands.
Shaking my head.
Lost in my mind.
Thoughts are lost.
I am lost.
I... literally am lost.
New surprises, every single time. I can't stand it. I can't handle it anymore. It's too much. I.. I just don't know what to think of it.
Billy keeps smiling and chatting happily to Harry, and it seems like Billy has no idea what is going on.
but, Harry, knows exactly what is going on.
He narrows his eyes at me, and I see anger forming.
The anger sparks are jumping of his face.
Billy keeps chatting him up and seems not to care if Harrys listening or not.
Harry balls his fists, clenches his teeth and he looks like he is going to kill someone.
I'm not sure if that's me or Billy.
Maybe both.
I swallow, and I pull my hand through my hair.
How long do I have to deal with this?
It hurts.
Delilah didn't trust me.
She didn't trust me enough, she proved it, again.
She didn't had the lady balls to tell me she was in a relationship with her cousin, has a baby with him and fakes her god damn death.
Another failure.
Another failure to myself.
I can't do this anymore.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I shake my head, and turn around.
I can't fucking stand this.
NO MORE.
NO FUCKING MORE.
I am not letting people me down.
NO MORE.
I am not letting people get to me like they do.
NO MORE.
I am not giving in to the bullies.
NO MORE.
I am not forgiving Delilah.
NO MORE.
I constantly think of a related song, No More by Three Days Grace.
I let my tears fall, I let my hair fall, while I walk upstairs.
I reach the top of the stairs, where people are still dancing and making out.
I let out a scream of anger.
"AAAAAAAAAHH"
People look at me with big eyes, which say 'freak'
Oh, i'm a freak? Sit the fuck down. You are the one who calls me one so you are the freak around here.
I scream, I let my arms wave and I run along.
Must. Don't. Give. A. Single. Shit.
I walk to the extremely familiar closet, open the door, and sit in it.
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