The Things I Leave Unsaid

53. Refusing Reality

Just realized I posted this one twice, lol. I'm not bothering to delete it since there are a few comments on this and I don't want to get rid of those. Just a heads up in case you were confused.

I mutter hopelessly to myself

As my throat begins to feel thick.

I know it's so wrong but I just can't help

acting like this righteous dick.

My head hurts like a son of a bitch;

I hate how I get emotional like this.

But I just can't stop,

I just can't stop the feelings.

Just wanna stop feeling like this.

So I try and I try but nothing changes.

The world's always the same.

I wanna stop pretending,

But I'm just a pawn in the game.

So I push it all back,

until nothings left and

I've lost everything I once knew.

And everyone's gone

but somehow nothing's changed.

In my mind, still got so much to lose.

Reality, it's you I refuse.

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