the second monday
i hadn't left the room, and brendon hadn't checked in on me.
i put my guitar down, crawling under the covers as a small sob escaped my throat.
"brendon?" i sent through the walkie talkie.
"yes?" he asked, his voice sounding small and terrified.
"where are you?" i asked, wiping a stray tear away from my cheek.
"i may or may not be in the hospital" he said casually.
"what?!" i screamed, throwing myself out of bed and slipping on my doc martens underneath my baggy sweatpants.
"amber i'll be okay" he said.
"shut up!!" i screamed, throwing the walkie talkie across my bedroom, it hitting a framed photo of brendon kissing my cheek when we were 8.
how was i going to get the door open?
i threw myself against it, no luck.
the guitar i never used stared at me, and with every last bit of strength i could, i threw it at the door, creating a hole in it.
i couldn't stop crying as i broke down my door, sprinting down the stairs and running out the front door.
my dad must be at the hospital.
there was no car so i grabbed my bicycle, pedaling in the heavy vegas rain through the neon lit streets to the hospital.
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i got in the hospital room, my hands dripping blood from when i knocked the door down.
"amber" brendon said, sitting up in the bed.
he looked terrible.
he had a long scratch across his face, and all down his arms and the rest of his body.
"i'm fine" he choked out.
"no you're not" i said, my head in my arms as i sobbed hysterically.
"please don't cry" he said, sniffling. "when you cry i cry"
"what'd they do" i said, my voice louder
"it's not important" he mumbled
"what did they do!" i screamed, my voice cracking.
"i was going to get us some burgers so i could drop one off to you, but they ran my car off the road and it nearly killed me" he said, shaking his head.
i sobbed, my head resting on the edge of the hospital bed.
"we're gonna be fine, don't worry" he said, holding my cold, bloody hand.
"even i have to die to make sure you're fine" is the last thing i heard before i cried myself to sleep
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SAVE ROCK N ROLL - BRENDON URIE
Fanfiction' in the end, rock n roll will save us all ' in which two best friends who would die for rock n roll actually get in a situation where they might die for rock n roll. where monsters are born.
