{Gerard's POV}
"Gerard? Would you like to speak next?"
It took me a moment to realise it was me he was speaking to.
Everyone in the group looked at me.
I stayed silent.
This felt really awkward.
Peter raised an eyebrow and spoke again, "Gerard?"
"I um..." I slid down a little in my seat.
"Come on," He smiled, "No one will judge you. We're all in the same boat here."
I didn't want to speak.
I didn't want to be here.
Therapy wasn't really my thing.
Especially group therapy.
Everyone was staring at me.
A girl smiled at me from the other side of the circle.
I still didn't speak.
This was stupid.
Peter gave up then and moved onto someone else.
I was grateful.
Telling my story while a group of teenagers and a therapist didn't listen wasn't really what I wanted to do.
I knew they didn't care so why bother?
I say again, this was stupid.
It wasn't worth my time.
I zoned out for the rest of the session.
I didn't find it even remotely interesting.
When it was over, I was ready to return to my room.
However, I was stopped short by a nurse calling my name.
"Gerard Way? Dr Palmer would like to speak with you."
I stopped walking and looked at her.
She tried to smile but it wasn't very convincing.
Ugh.
Did I have to go?
An argument wasn't exactly what I wanted now though if I resisted.
I decided to just follow her.
I didn't see any point in arguing.
She led me down to Dr Palmer's office.
I hadn't seen Dr Palmer since I had been admitted last Wednesday.
From what I could remember, she didn't exactly strike me as overly nice.
The nurse left me when we had reached the office.
I hesitantly knocked and opened the door.
"Ah, Mr Way," She smiled when she saw me, "Please take a seat."
I shut the door and slowly sat down on the chair in front of the desk.
"You're probably wondering why I wanted to see you," She said after a moment.
God, I was bored already.
How long was this going to take?
That was when I noticed the window.
I really wasn't interested in what she had to say so I just stared out of it.
I let my mind wander.
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I'll Be Your Gerard If You'll Be My Frank
FanfictionFrank and Gerard have been through a lot. It's not until they meet when everything goes downhill. Nothing seems to be going right. At least they're just as messed up as each other. A Frerard and a bit of Rikey fanfic.