Every felt like your not good enough for nothing? That's just how Andrea feels. She feels like a big slob, all her friends are way prettier and way thinner than she is, she's just...the outcast - as she puts it. She just wants someone to love her fo...
"If you don't get out this fuckin bed" Clar said tugging at my duvet.
"Clar leave me alone" I mumbled.
It was finally the first day of summer and I honestly couldn't care less. Its been a month again sine me and Zay have spoken. Graduation is the end of the month along with prom and...not one word.
"Common seriously, you know Zay miss----"
"---Miss me with that shit Clar, he don't miss shit and I don't miss him" I said lying through my teeth.
She sighed.
"I wish I didn't cock block that night"
"Well you did and its done now anyways"
"Common their's a pool party"
I started laughing.
"Like anyone wanna see my rolls"
"Andrea seriously" She said with a straighter face now.
I sat up getting out of bed.
"Please just get washed and dressed..."
"Fine" I said since I was done going back and forth with her.
***
"I can't believe you really dragged me here"
It wasn't just a pool party, it was a beach party, Clar lying ass knew I wouldn't come if I knew how much was gonna be here.
"Common stop being a boring baby"
I chuckled lightly following behind her. I cant believe she got me in this swimming costume.
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"Ayo ma"
I turned round seeing Brandon the boy from the last party.
"H-hi"
"You look beautiful still, when you gonna let me take you out?"
Before I could speak Clar jumped in.
"Never nigga, she's taken or you don't remember that ass whooping?" She joked.
"You need to learn how to shut these thirsty niggas down, that's 1 reason why Zay got so damn mad" She said pulling me along with her.
I just pouted allowing her to drag me till we got to Calvin and his gang. I could feel eyes heavily on me, knowing exactly who it was.
Izayah Smith.
I licked over my lip then inhaled the smoke.
"Your eyes finna fall out eye fucking her like that" Reece joked.
I chuckled.
"Ain't no one watching her man"
"Bull shit" Monique laughed cuddled up with Reece.
I rolled my eyes smoking my blunt when Clar walked over.
"Look its been over a month now, I finally got her to come hang....sort it out"
I looked over briefly seeing her talk to Cal.
"Zay..." Clar said wit h her eyebrow raised.
"Fine" I mumbled.
I stood up feeling all eyes on me like im Tupac or sum.
"Lemme talk to you"
Cal smirked at me making me shake my head. She looked at me and just nodded. We walked away from the crowd to somewhere more quiet.
"You look beautiful" I mumbled not making no eye contact.
There was a long pause.
"Thank you" She said just above a whisper.
I let out a small breathe before turning to look at her not realising she was already looking at me.
"I'm sorry" We said in unison.
"Look Andrea, I appologise for real, I just get mad over protective sometimes but Ima work on it, if you wanna be just friends I get that, I just don't not want to be in your life, I'm cool for whatever" I said playing with my fingers.
