On My Own

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Heidi POV

We only have an hour left until noon and when we have to rescue Ben. I was walking down an alley feeling so much like home. Since Mal and Evie are getting ready, I decided on taking a walk.

I sigh and I lean against the wall and rubbing my neck.

Sometimes to me, I was okay when I was by myself, but when I met Mal, Evie and Jay, I felt like that I have friends that are like me and when I met Carlos, he completely change my life with full of...love. After Ben's coronation, Carlos asked me if we could be more than friends which I excepted, and when he kissed for the first time, I always thought that love never existed, but I guess I was wrong since that was my first kiss and from the man I...like. I just don't know what love really feels like. I just don't know how to say it to Carlos, he told me he loves me but, I never got to tell him. Now, Harry. Harry is another story, he was my childhood crush. I guess Harry likes me back because you don't lose at an arm wrestle and tell em that you have to kiss me.

Sometimes, I just wish I was on my own and never been to Auradon and wish I stayed here on the Isle of the Lost, and never been with Carlos.

Heidi:

It almost feels like it was just dream
All these memories of you and me
Blown away in a summer breeze
It almost feels like we just never were
All that time we spent was just a blur
Now it's just me and melody

So what I am
Suppose to do?
Cause all these plans we made in the sand are through

Without you
I'm on my own
Am I gonna be alone?
And if it's only
Me, myself, and I
Will I be fine?
So far from home
And I just don't know
Am I gonna make it
Brave enough to take this road
Out on my own

Looking in the mirror
It's hard to see
All these choices that I'm caught between
Who I should or who I wanna be
I wanna send in and take this wave
And ride into a brighter day
I'll take a chance and a better me

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