I've got a ball of anxiety in my stomach
It's growing by the minute
Nothing is right
Nothing makes sense
Nothing is where it is supposed to be
Nothing behaves how it should
Breathing is difficult
Breath in four, hold four, out four
You know that I love you
You know I didn't do wrong
Why is life doing this
Why are you doing this
I don't know what I am
I don't know what's happening
For you I changed completely,
For everything we had
Around superior people I am weak
Around you I am weak
You are not superior
We are equals
I am human
I loved you
I don't know how to be normal
I don't know what you wanted
I deserve better
&
You deserve better too
YOU ARE READING
Summer '17
Poetry"Reality denied comes back to haunt" -Madeline Roux • I keep trying to write about my life and I always try to start at the beginning. It doesn't ever work, I never make it to where I am now in life. So now, I will start writing from here. Just me...
