Let's see if I can trick my mind into thinking that I can feel right now
That I can think about future outcomes and how I'll feel about them
Let's see if I can trick my mind into not becoming self destructive so I can feel
But no, I know myself better than that
I mean I can act like I'm normal
I can act like I'm happy
I can act like I care
But honestly
I can't right now
But
Let's play reopen old wounds
Let's play numb myself physically
Let's play why can't I feel
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Summer '17
Poetry"Reality denied comes back to haunt" -Madeline Roux • I keep trying to write about my life and I always try to start at the beginning. It doesn't ever work, I never make it to where I am now in life. So now, I will start writing from here. Just me...
