To dip my toes in this pool of bliss,
a choice I now have and must commence.
We could soar into the clouds of perfection.
Our own world no one could possibly fathom.
I yearn desperately to be caught,
by your strong arms only, no one else.
My mind is my downfall, trapping me eternally.
The thoughts my poison, causing unbearable pain.
A constant struggle against sweet words,
promises I long to be kept.
Would you catch me if I were to jump?
I would do the same for you.
Are you as captivated as I am too?
Could this fall be worth the risks involved?
I fear the inevitable tumbling decent into darkness.
Always ready to rear its ugly head,
pulling me back into the depths of discouragement.
If I so much as utter these words,
that maybe you are different than the rest.
I know things will change, something I don't wish.
Falling is the easy part, it's already begun.
It's time to see if you make good,
catch me when the time comes.
YOU ARE READING
A Book of Poetry
PoesiThese are the random ramblings of my thoughts, my feeling, and my experiences that have and will be molding me into the person I am and will be.