It's time to Sing:

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I didn't update this weekend cuz I volunteered, sorry so yeah um should I change Lola's name to Danielle? I think that would be cute Daniel and Danielle  ❤ ? I gotta get this family stuff out the way

-----Saturday (grandmothers funeral today)

Lola/Danielle POV

I'm debating on If should go or not...it's MY grandmothers funeral...my parents might be there If their not dead. I should be able to find out some answers. Diggy and Loriale are coming along for moral support cuz i don't think I could do this alone.i have to do this. Loriale is watching the news as I walk out of my bedroom in my new condo. I see E News is on

Ryan Seacrest: This is E News with a story on Singer Lola who was released from the hospital a couple days ago. There are some pictures of her, boyfriend Diggy Simmons, upcoming designer and tBest Friend Loriale, and manager leaving the hospital early Thursday morning. It's rumored that she past out in a LA airport. She hasn't tweeted since then and has not released what happened. We hope she gets better soon. This is E News!

Loriale:...are you ready baby cakes?

Lola: ....yeah

Diggy: it's going to be fine

Lola: don't TELL me It's going to be fine! Daniel I'm going to my grandmothers funeral! ( looks down)

Loriale: we should leave now..

Diggy: yeah

Lola: (silent)

------In front of the funeral home

Lola POV

This place....I'm about to see my grandmother and maybe my parents.. I can't do this. I HAVE to do this....oh god my heart is pounding. I start to exhale and inhale because I feel like I'm about to black out again Diggy and Loriale start staring at me.

Lola: what?

Loriale: we waiting on you

Diggy: you should go in first

Lola:...yeah...your right...I can't do this

Diggy: babe your going to have to have to face this sooner or later

Loriale: it's kinda cold out here...

Lola:okay sorry...(looks worried) lets go (grabs Diggys hand and then grabs Loriales hand) okay, no matter what, i want to let you guys know that I love you and thanks for

Coming with me.

Loriale: still cold here...I'm just kidding and I love you too baby cakes

Diggy: (pecks Lola on the lips) love you too

They walk into the funeral home,

As they walk in everybody turns around. you could hear the whispers

Random person #1: Ohh my god

Random person #2: is that Lola

Random person #3: isn't she famous?

Random person #4: why is she here?

Then it goes quiet, Lola holds

Tighter onto Loriales and Diggys Hand. They are then ushered to the middle of room. Still all eyes are on them as they sit down

Lola POV

I have never felt my heart beat so fast and everyone is looking at me. I hear someone say "last time for viewing" I looked over at where my grandmothers casket was and it was wide open but I could barely see her face and I HAD to look at her one last chance. I got up and Diggy grabbed my arm

Diggy: you sure about this

Lola: I have to see her before she's buried away..

Diggy: okay do you want me to come up there with you?

Lola: no thanks I have to do this alone

Loriale: be strong an pretend no one here (she whispers)

Lola walks up the aisle and everyone is watching. She thinks about what Loriale told her "pretend no one is here" the walk up the aisle seemed to feel like a mile.

Lola POV

I reach her casket, I see my grandmothers so peaceful and I know shes up above in a better place. I touch her hand which is has cold as a fridge but it's seemed to have cooled me down.  I told her that I loved her an always have and this gave me comfort. I feel someone walk up behind and I turn around with tears in my eyes. I notice...it's my uncle, he looks down on me with sorrow on his eyes and says he's sorry and he hugs me. He hugs me, and I cry in his chest. He then asked me of i wanted to speak, I told him i couldn't,it took all my strength to

Come here and that I couldn't bear to have everyone looking at me. He says it's okay and I kiss my

Grandmother one last time and he helps me walk back to my seat. 

---when the funeral is over

After the funeral is over I get up and walk into the aisle an head out to leave I remembered my parents I start to look around but theirs to many people, I see my uncle and I tell Lo and Dig that I'll be right back. I walk over to him

Uncle: hey Danielle

Lola:hey uncle David

Uncle D: your grandmother wanted to see you before she died

Lola: .....where are my parents

Uncle D:...they...umm..their around

Here somewhere...

Lola:their here?

Uncle D: ugh yeah your mother wouldn't have missed our own mothers funeral

Lola: yeah

Uncle D: so I heard your doing big things now "Lola" (laughs)

Lola: (smiles) yeah I guess you could say that

Uncle D: you should come to the lunch were having at the church

Lola:...sure I just have to ask my friends. (looks over at Diggy and Loriale talking)

Uncle D: (gets out a piece of paper an pen) well heres my number just Incase you need anything

Lola: thanks (smiles)

Uncle D: I'll see you lunch

Lola: yeah it was nice seeing you after all these years

Uncle D: same (hugs) bye

Lola: see ya

Sooooooo.....!!!!!! Next chapter is Lunch and I have something Brewing (evil laughs) lol but uhhh yeah thanks for the reads I appreciate it!! I know this chapter may have been short but the next one...till next time

Sneak Peek I will upload in the Morn.

Diggy POV

So we're sitting in The car and the driver has No clue where were going Loriale is getting agitated so she starts screaming at Lola

Loriale: Where the fuck are we going?!!

Lola: driver can we drop her ass off please

Loriale:pleeeease do, YOU and YO stank attitude Iz getting on my nerves!

Lola: my STANK attitude?? Lo you acting real funny!! my grandmother just died

Loriale: it's not my fault your grandmother just died (feels regret after saying it)

Lola: Fuck you.....