Hurt...(Jacob Perez love story)

Memory

::Jacob POV:: 

I rushed over to her body. "Charlene! Charlene, speak to me!" I screamed while shaking her. Her eyes were closed and she was drenched in blood. "Someone call 911!" I screamed. I looked to see Rayon already on it. "Stay with me Bonita. Please!" I said rocking her and holing her tight. I had her blood all over me. I had no care in the world. "I love you. Please don't leave me!" I said kissing her bloody forehead. I felt two bodies run over to where I was. It was Craig and Chresanto. They sobbed with me as I rocked her. Chresanto petted her hair as he hand his arm around me. Craig clutched her shirt as caressed her face. I wondered why they were acting like this. I was too focused on Charlene to really care. "We should've helped he when we hand the chance!" Craig screamed. Finally the ambulance came. They took her from me. I didn't want her out of my grasp. "Kid, you have to let go!" one of the police officers said. I was fighting him to get to her. "No! That's the love of my life over there!" I screamed still fighting. " I understand that but you mush let us do our job." He said. I gave up and watched them put on oxygen mask on her and carry her into the ambulance truck. My heart sung as I watched. I dropped down to my knees and cried my eyes out. This is all my fault. All she wanted was to be left alone. I've been cruel to her. How could I do that to someone I love? It's not right. It should've been me. I should've pushed her out of the way. I should've been there to protect her like I promised. Now she may die. I might have to live without her. I just....I just love her so much. My thoughts were interrupted  by Rayon coming over and helping me up. He let out a couple of tears. "C'mon man. She'll be alright." he said trying to console me. "No Ray! Did you see how mad she was?! She'll never forgive me now! She hates me! This is her second time going to the hospital because of me!" I screamed pushing his arm away. He breathed heavily. "Look, I've been at this school with her for a while and I've seen the things they've done to her. You can't blame her for going off. But, if you really love her as much as you say you do......then you better be ready to fight." he said looking me dead in the eye. I knew he was right. I've talked to him about everything that's happened. I ran my bloody fingers through my fro still thinking about what I just witnessed. The car was going so fast it was like my life flashed before my eyes. I watched as they were trying to keep her alive. As I watched memories began to play into my head. 

::Flashback:: 

"Jacob, stop that tickles!" she screamed laughing as I tickled her stomach. "Say it!" I demanded. "Over my dead body!" she yelled. "As you wish" I said continuing to tickle her. She eventually gave up. "Okay! Okay! I'll say it" she said trying to catch her breath. "Jacob is the most sexiest creature to ever walk this earth!" she said still laughing. "And?" I asked smirking while still tickling her. "He makes me wanna rock his world each and every night!" she yelled loosing her breath. I stopped and laughed at her while watching her trying to process her breath. "Now was that so hard?" I asked smirking at her. She gave me a playful death glare. "I can't believe you made me lie like that." she said as she pouted. I scooted closer to her and got in her face. "You know it's not a lie. And you know you want me." I said in my deep seductive voice while sticking my touch in her ear. I could feel the shivers go down her back. SCORE! She got off the bed and put her hand on her hip. "Boy, please. You wish I wanted you. You know you want all this" she said playfully. While running her rans down her sides.  Mama sita has no idea. I got up to where she was and grabbed her by her waist and pulled her close to me. "You have no idea. I just can't wait until where married so I can tear you apart. Each and every night" I whispered in her ear while smacking her gorgeous round a.ss. I could tell she was blushing. I don't know if she thinks I'm kidding but I'm really not. I mean it. She faced me and smirked. "I don't know papi. I don't think you can handle all this" she said slowly running her hands over her voluptuous body while doing a body roll. She's starting again. I don't think she realizes that one day I will do much worse and make her loose her innocence. Lately I've been having these fantasies about her. I think it might be getting out of hand. Like a couple of nights ago, I had this dream where we were in Victorias Secret and then she was wearing this sexy black bra and panties. Then she took me in the dressing room and we----never mind. I think I'm really sick but I could care less. Anyways back to now. I stared at her up and down and bit my bottom lip. I could feel "Big Jacob" getting excited. "Oh, I think I can" I said raising my eye brows sexually  at her. "No you can't" she whispered getting in my face. She's trying me, isn't she? I said nothing. I just kept staring at her body. She may be wearing sweat pants, but nothing can hide those curves she's got going on. I bit my lip bring to control myself. She wrapped her arms around my neck "I would have you screaming for mercy." she whispered while blowing into my ear. Stay calm Jacob. Stay calm. It's like every little thing she does makes me wanna attack her. I think my ways are starting to rub off on her. Perfect. I could feel myself turning red. She giggled at me while covering her mouth. She turned around to walk away from me. Oh hell to the naw! Not after she just turned me on. She's gonna get it. I grabbed the back of her pants and pulled her back. "And to just where to you think you going?" I asked in a whisper. "To go sit down." she said plainly. She's acting like nothing happened. "No your not."I said lowly. "Jacob, you know I was only kidding right?" she asked while chucking. Too bad. "So?" I asked while kissing her neck. I know she loves when I do that. I knew she was nervous. I always make  her nervous when I do these things. It's fun torturing her like this. "I think you may need a doctor or something" she said playfully pushing me away. "Ok. you can be my nurse and you can heal my body." I said running my fingers down her chest. Her eyes expanded as breathing started to get heavy. Aha! She looked at me for a while and started smirking. Oh damn. She put her hand on my leg and I began to tense up. She  slowly ran her hand up my leg. "So do you want me?" she asked biting her bottom lip. Us teasing each other isn't gonna get us anywhere. I tried to walk away from her but she grabbed the front of my pants and pressed herself against me. "And to just where do you think your going?" she asked mimicking me. "N-Nowwhere." I said stuttering. What's the matter with me. I'm suppose to seduce her, not the other way around. But she's just so....sexy. I can't help but get weak. "are you nervous?" she asked smirking while rubbing the back of my neck. "N-No. W-why would I be?" I said trying to keep my ground. She went down, lifted my shirt and started kissing my abs. I felt a burning sensation after every kiss. "B-Bonita, this isn't gonna be good for you if you don't stop." I said still trying to keep composure. She ignored me. She started to kissing my neck. I could feel her tongue make circler motions on it. C'mon Jacob you can do it! But it feels so good. I could feel my skin go up and down and she sucked on it. "Mmmm Bonita" I moaned. Sh*t, sh*t, sh*t! Stay focused Jacob! You can't let her break you! You ca- Oh f*ck it! I'm done. I got out of her hold and pushed her on the bed. She was laughing uncontrollably. "So you think it's funny?" I asked smirking and taking off my sweater. She saw me and her facial expression changed. "What are you doing?" she asked backing up while still sitting. I smirked at her and crawled towards her. While she kept backing up I kept crawling while growling sexually at her. I kept think about her touching me. I couldn't control myself any longer. I pounced on her tackling her to the bed. "Oh my gosh, Jacob stop!" she yelled laughing. I got on top of her and in between her legs. "Get off." she said "No" I said back. "Ok I'm sorry" she said rolling her eyes playfully. "Too late" I said leaning closer. I pressed my lips against hers. Of course she kissed back, but she refused to open her mouth. I pulled away from her pissed. "Open you mouth." i snarled. "No" she said smirking. "Come on...please" I said giving her a puppy dog face. "No" she said shaking her head. Ok then. I kissed her again and she still didn't open her mouth. I bit her lip and tugged on it. She opened her mouth to scream but I had already stuffed my tongue in there. She fought me for a couple of seconds, but eventually gave in. Our tongues wrestled with each other. I slowly put my hand under her shirt rubbing her stomach while still caressing her body with my free hand. She dug her hand in my hair and massaged it as we kissed. It was like one of those moments where you just wish it would never end. So you take the time to enjoy it while you can. I could feel myself getting hotter by the minuet. I started to grind on her while still on top of her. She moaned through the kiss. I smiled at my accomplishment. I pulled away from her and practically devoured he neck. She continued moaning and rubbing my neck as I continued lick and sucking on her neck. I let my lips travel across her jaw before going back to her lips.  I slowly pulled away and elevated myself a little. I put my hands over her shoulders with my hands on the floor. She was holding my face. "I love you" we both said in unison.