Hurt...(Jacob Perez love story)

I forgive you.

::Jaden POV:: 

She knows. She knows how I feel about her. Yea, yea, yea, I know that I shouldn't have let her get beat up but I don't care. I only joined Brianna's crew because I was angry that I didn't have her. Everybody knows that she's jealous of Charlene. She's been like that ever since 1st grade. She only bothers her because she's mad at the fact that she can never be her..so she makes her life hell. Her dumb*s likes to act as if she isn't jealous but she knows dam* well that she is. Charlene doesn't know it but I've been watching her from afar. Sometimes I sneak outside her house and watch her while she sleeps. I'm NOT a stalker, I just like seeing her. She's still gorgeous even though her face is beat up. Her body is still sexy even though it has marks all over it. Her body....God. Her being in my bed made me want to do things to her. On top of that I had to see her in a towel, naked?! Heaven help me! I need to be saved. You don't wanna know what I was thinking. When I told her I loved her she just smiled. I know she loves me back, she's just too scared to say it. When I kissed her I felt something. My lips on hers was like magic. I hated seeing her cry. It's all Jacob's fault. Jacob. That fool never deserved her. My hate for him grows each and everyday. He needs to stay away from her. But I'm not worried she will be mine soon.   

::Jacob POV:: (continued) 

"I...." she took a breath. "Jacob, look at my face." I did as told. I saw another tear come from her eye. "I can't go through that again. If I have to then they might as well kill me." she said looking me in the eyes. I hate when she talks like that. I hate the thought of her dying! "Stop saying that Charlene!" I yelled in her face. She batted her eye lashes with each word I said. She winced. "Please stop your hurting me." I paused. For some reason it hurt when she said that. Never would I ever want to hurt her physically nor mentally. I let go of her and stared at her. All the marks and bruises all over her beautiful body. I caused that. I raised my hand to put my hand through my hair, but she flinched. She looked scared when I did that. "What's the matter?" I said looking into her eyes. I walked closer towards her. The closer I got the more scared she looked. As I stared at her face it hit me. I punched her, and now she's afraid of me. I slowly put my hand on her neck. She closed her eyes and breathed heavily. "Please don't be afraid of me. I'm sorry I hit you. I-I thought that they wouldn't bother you anymore if I did it. Please, Bonita I only want to love you not hurt you." I said. I press myself against her and she gritted her teeth in pain. I stepped back. She was holding  her stomach. I walked closer and took her hand off her stomach. I slowly lifted her shirt. She looked at me while breathing hard. She pushed my hand off. "Charlene stop. When you push me away your hurting me. I just want to be there for you...please." she began to speak. I already knew what she was gonna say so I cut her off. "I know that I wasn't there for you when they attacked you and I'm truly sorry. You have no idea how much it my heart hurt to see someone do that to you."  she didn't say a word. I slowly tried to lift up her shirt and she didn't stop me. I saw purple and black bruises the size of lord knows what. I felt like someone had just stabbed me and twisted the knife in my gut for enjoyment. I did that to her. I put my palm on her stomach. She hesitated but she let me do it. I gently pressed myself against her. "I promise you on my life and hope to die...I will never, ever let a single soul harm you in anyway ever again." I whispered. She looked at me and slowly shook her head. "Don't make a promise that you know that you can't keep" she whispered back. I took my hand from her stomach and put both of my hands on her lower face. "I mean it." i said sternly. I got lost in her beautiful brown eyes, even though one was fully black and bruised. She stayed quiet. "You still didn't answer me" I said. She slowly put her hands on my face as well. Her touch made my insides tingle. I missed it so much. "Jacob, I will never stop loving you." she said. My heart grew happy. I knew she still loved me. "But....we can't" she said shaking her head. I was getting frustrated with her but I have to understand where she's coming from. She's fragile. "Yes we can" I said trying to convince her. "No, Jacob." she said with her voice cracking. I slowly pinned her to the wall again. I leaned closer to her face. "Please, don't" she pleaded. I didn't listen. I began kissing all over her. My lips traveled from the side of her lips towards her jaw to her neck. I stopped and put my face back to hers. "Like I said, I'm not asking you to take me back right away. I just want a chance." I whispered as I put my nose on hers. I closed her eyes and bit her lip. She waited a while before speaking. It seemed like she was thinking. "I'll tell you what." she said as she opened her eyes. "If you can go a week without anything happening. We can make it work. For now we can remain friends." she said. I don't know if I can stay friends with her a whole week. I mean, those lips, that body...it'll make me go crazy. "For a whole week?" I asked while whining. "Yes a whole week. You need to learn that my love is not something to play with, so if you want it.... Papi, your gonna have to work for it." she said in a serious tone. I miss when she called me papi. I sighed "Ok" I said plainly. She nodded her head. There was still something that I had to get off my chest. "Charlene.." I asked. "Mmhhmm" she said softly. "I was here ever since last night waiting for you. You didn't even answer you phone. I was worried sick. Where were you?" I asked. She avoided eye contact with me.  I was getting angry. "Answer me" I said shaking her a little. "It's not important." she mumbled. My anger was building up. "Yes it does Charlene, now answer me." I snarled at her. She looked appalled at how I was acting put she was pissing me off. She took a deep breath. "W-well after you guys beat me, I lost consciousness. Then I felt someone pick me up a-and take me somewhere. I-I woke up on a bed and I didn't know where I was. The p-person came back and cleaned my wounds." she looked a little scared. "Who was the person?" I asked. I don't get why she didn't want to tell me. I have to keep my composure, so I won't scare her. I put my hand on the back of her neck. "Tell me" I said softly. She readied herself. "I-It was J-Jaden" Que pasa? I was so confused. Why did he do that? That explains why he all of a sudden disappeared after everything happened. I felt a bunch of jealousy overcome me. I don't like the thought of her being with any other male besides me. She's MINE. Nobody else's. MINE. "Did he hurt you? I swear I'll kill him." I meant it. She shook her head quick. "No, he was actually really nice about it and he...never mind." she shook her her head. "He what, Charlene?" i asked a little irritated. I put my hands on her waist and rubbed in with my fingers. She pierced her lips together "H-he told me that he loved me" she said with her eyes closed. I was fuming. Who does he think he is? He puts her through a bunch of crap for what, 7 years? and all of a sudden he loves her? Bullsh*t! He needs to stay away from her. (notice how they say the same thing lol) "Do you feel the same way?" I asked her softly. I was a little scared. "As a friend yea, but not like...that." she said making hand gestures. I was relieved. I smiled at her. She saw my smile and looked down. "What?" I asked. She looked like she was fighting with herself to se if she should talk. After and couple seconds she finally spoke. "Did you and Briana really sleep together the night of our date?" she asked looking me dead in the eye. I felt my stomach pop. The guilt came back. I have to be honest with her. I don't like lying to her. I took her hand and lead her to the bed and we both sat on it. I have a feeling she already knew what I was gonna say. I started to speak. "Charlene, I feel horrible. You have no idea how sorry I am.  I-I thought that if I did it she would leave you alone. I wanted you to be my first...could you please find it in your heart to forgive me." I pleaded. She didn't say anything. She just kept her head down. She finally spoke. "I think it's time you go." she whimpered with tears down her face. "No, no, no Charlene please. I'm begging you. Please don't hate me. I can't live without you. Your my everything...please, don't walk away from me." I said while taking her hands. She looked at me and didn't say a word. "look at me." I said. I got closer to her and lifted her head. "When I first saw you in that bathroom. I saw a beautiful girl who's been in some ugly situations. I want you to be able to trust me and I'll do anything and everything I can to protect you. You don't have to believe me but I WILL keep my promise if it's the last thing I do. Ever since I met you my life has changed. You mean the world to me. You make me feel a certain way that I can't explain, but I love it....I love you. Please forgive me." I broke down. I felt ashamed that I did this to her. I began hysterically crying. "It's ok." she whispered. She opened her arms and gave me and tight hug. I was a bit confused. She let go, gently kissed my cheek, wiped my tears away and looked into my eyes.  "I forgive you." 

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