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C h a p t e r 55

Continuation

• Johnsons POV•

As I was walking I heard a car honk and I just rolled my eyes and I didn't bother looking

"What a boy like you doing here in the rain"

The girl said I just tired and it's a another blonde girl

"I'm just walking, bye"

I said continuing to walk and she was driving slow to be near me

"Get in I'll take you to where ever your going"

She said and I just rolled my eyes and there was a car behind her honking and she just drove away and the car behind her drove in front of me then stopped and put the window down

"Get in loser"

I look up to see Emily, and I just stood

"Come on its the least I can do since I didn't say hi"

She said talking about when she went and I didn't know. I walked to the passenger seat and I sat down and closed the door

She started to drive and I thought I was a couple houses down but I wasn't at all, the drive was silent I wanted to ask her questions but I know she won't answer any of them or even hear them so I stood quiet
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"Why did you leave without saying anything?"

I asked I couldn't it in and she just stopped the car and the house was in front of the car.

"I just- because I did ok"

She said and I knew she didn't want to hear it

"But why thats what I don't get?"

I said and she already looked annoyed

"Jack I just left I didn't know what to do-"

"Never mind I knew I should've not asked this"

I just said get off of the car and I heard her call me name but I closed it and started to walk to the house

"Jack, please listen to me"

She said walking in front of me making me stop

"You perfectly said that you didn't know why, and I know if I asked again things could start going bad and I don't want that, I don't want to start shït with you"

I said and I got in front of her

"So you never wanted to start dating me...?"

She said and I stopped turning around to face her

"No, that's not what I meant, I always wanted to date you Em"

I said walking up to her and she just looked at me

"Then what did you mean?"

She said and I looked back at her into her eyes

"I meant that I don't want to start arguing with you and don't want to start a fight and make things go bad"

I said and she just looked away from me and I turned her head back and I kissed her lips and she ended up kissing me back. I ended up pulling back and she had tears in her cheeks and I just wiped them away and a small smile came up on my face

"Just come back please Emily, I can't be here without you now that everyone is planning on moving in a couple of days, just stay here with us, with me"

I said and she looked away and shook her head

"I'm sorry Jack, I just can't right now. But just know that our relationship isn't over ok, I just need to figure out where I'm at right now and fix somethings ok, don't worry about me, and I'm with my aunt, now you don't have to worry about me alright"

She said and I shook my head seeing blurry

"Please Emily, just stay here please"

I said and she let go of me

"I'm sorry Johnson"

She said and she turned around and went to her car and I could see that she started to cry and i felt like crying to just let her go and to not see that she's not with me right now,

She drove away from the house and I just looked towards the car had left and I'm just standing there in the cold air and it was now sprinkling. I walk inside the house cold and I felt the warm air hit my body causing me to get goosebumps.

There were candles lit up making the house smell like strawberries kinda it smelled good though.

I close the door behind me and I take off my sweaters and throw them to the coach and I see that my shirt was wet too

"Where were you bro?"

Matthew said coming downstairs and Isla came down too

"I was out, to go get coffee"

I said grabbing my sweaters

"Yo why are your eyes watery?"

Matt said looking at me face

"What"

I said and I forgot that they did get watery

"Oh I don't know why"

I said going upstairs fast

"What happened Johnson?"

Isla asked

"It's nothing ok, I'm good"

I said turning around to face Gilinsky

"What happened to you"

He asked and I just tried to walk by him but I couldn't

"Nothing ok, let me get in my room"

I said and he blocked the way

"Johnson, what the hell happened? You can't just get home like nothing and have you eyes like this"

He said like if he was my dad and he stood there waiting for me to answer

"Fine you want to know why? I saw Emily ok, I was talking to her right now, telling her to come back but she wouldn't, and I'm scared that our relationship could end and I don't want that, I need her here with me no one else and I want her to be safe"

I said without taking one breath until I finished then I saw Sammy come out from the restroom and Carter from his room and I just walked pass Gilinsky to go to me room then He stopped me by pulling my shoulder back

"She'll be fine don't worry, she's smart she knows what to do if something happens alright"

He said patting my shoulder twice then he left and I walked inside my room and showered.

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A/N: sorry but this book is finishing soon, not yet but soon. But don't worry about that right now ok :) but make sure to read my other book that I'm working on to post haha it's a Ethan Dolan fanfic :))) byeeee