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c h a p t e r 8

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I was in my car bruised up and my nose bleeding but I didn't care at the moment. All I cared was Emily, because she's not answering any of my messages and I'm worried.
I got to the house turned my car off ran inside the house and looking for her

"Emily?!"

I said but no response downstairs then I went upstairs and check med her room and she wasn't there and I saw the restroom light on

"Em-"

I said but I saw her on the floor laying down

"Emily what are you doing here?"

I said and chuckled then I grabbed her hand and when I did I felt something on my hand and I got a cut on my palm then I see a blade on the floor with blood.

"Emily?"

I said then I got down and pulled her close to me and I saw a small puddle of blood and her arm cut

"Oh no! Emily wake up please"

I said and I was slapping her cheek lightly and no response I put my head near her chest and he heart was beating kinda slow

"No! Emily wake up!"

I said and I started to see blurry because my eyes were watery

"Wake up! I can't lose you"

I said and she moved

"Emily?!"

I said

"No"

I heard her say

"Come on Emily I need to clean that up and get you in bed"

I said and I tried to pick her up

"No, I need to cut one more for Johnson"

I heard her say low

"What?"

I said confused but I got her up at sat her in the toilet then I turn back to get the blade and throw it away but it wasn't there

"Emily where's the blade"

I said looking then I turn to her

"Just another deep one for Johnson"

She said and I saw her cutting herself and a lot of blood was coming out and I stopped her

"No! No Emily stop! Don't do this"

I said getting a towel and wrapping it around her arm and I was trying to take away the blade from her hand but i couldn't

"Emily give me the blade!"

I said and she wasn't giving it to me she was shaking her head no and not giving it to me

"Emily! Give it to me!"

I said and she was still shaking her head no and she was crying

"NO! No, No, no, no, no, no, no!"

She said and she was letting it go and she was crying so much and I threw the blade behind me and I hugged her and she was hugging me back crying

"Come on,"

I said and I picked her up and I put her in her bed

"You need to rest, but before you do why?"

I said and she was opening her eyes looking at me

"Jack! Your bleeding from her nose and you have bruises all over your face!"

She said worried and getting but I put her back down

"Don't worry about me"

I said

"What did Johnson Do to you?"

She said touching my face and crying

"I said to not worry about me, now why did you cut?"

I said looking at her right in her eyes

"Because, I didn't know what was going to happen to you with Johnson and I was getting worried and I was scared that he was going to hurt you, and look at what he did to you."

She said and her eyes were getting watery

"I was depressed, I didn't know what to do and I went in there with the blade and cut myself"

She said and she was crying also

"Do any of them give a reason why because that's what people do right"

I said in a low voice because I know that her head hurts right now

"Well the first three on top,"

She started to say but she took off the towel off her arm and you could see the cuts clearly now and I was like feeling the pain in my arm for some reason and I didn't like it

"Those are for Carter, Matthew, and that new guy"

She said pointing at the three cuts on the very top of her wrist and I nodded then she pointed down to a cut that seemed deep like the one she just did in the restroom

"And this one the deep one, is Johnson"

She said and started to tear up again

"Why deep though, you could hurt yourself more like that"

I said

"It's deep because he's the main reason why I got depressed, why I'm not the happy me again like when we were kids"

She said looking at the cuts and smiled but I was mad because she just said that he's the reason why this all happened and I know I was part of this but I never liked it.
Then I heard a loud knock down stairs

"Ok well, get some rest we can do something later to cheer you up."

I said and smile but it hurt kinda but I didn't show it, she smiled and nodded and went to sleep.

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