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c h a p t e r 10

• J a c k J ' s   P O V •

I get home sad/mad slamming the door behind me and pushing everything off my coffee table and to be honest it actually made me feel good but I was still mad. I sat down in my couch putting my head in my hands and I pulled my hair a little

"Why did this have to happen!"

I said to myself crying and my head was hurting so much

"Why did I have to do this,"

"I never wanted to hurt her, but I still did it"

I cried running my hands through my hair back and forth over and over again

"I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so STUPID!"

I said to myself hitting my head  with my hand and still crying

"Oh my god, I need to stop..."

I said cupping my hands in my cheeks

"I still love her, but she wouldn't love me back at all,"

I said sniffing

"She's going to end up being with Jack, and be happy with him..."

I said and I put my hands on my lap and I cleared my throat, and walked upstairs to the restroom to take a bath. I got inside my bathtub and I felt so relaxed by the warm water this is just what I need, to relax and...no school tomorrow don't want anything happening, I don't want to go to school like this! I want to change and not bully people, especially Emily....the girl that I still love but won't love me back.

• E m i l y ' s P O V •

I'm in my bed still waiting for Jack to come back and I'm still in pain a little. I really wanted to talk to Johnson and fix things with him, but...he doesn't let me. I know that he always hit me, push me, and kick me but, I really don't care right now. I just want to talk to him, and hopefully fix this problem and bring back the old him that Jack and I like. I really miss that Jack that I knew, this new one is just too bossy, rude, way too cool which I hate, and a bully of course.

But that part that I want back is still inside of him somewhere, and I'm going to make that nice, fun, funny, calm Jack come back.

"Knock knock"

I heard and I turn to see G at the door with his face a little bit more cleaned with a box of pizza

"Finally! I'm starving"

I said sitting up but my back was hurting me when I was and Jack noticed

"It's ok, let me help you"

He said helping me by just putting a pillow behind my back and lifting me up a little. Once he did I just got a slice of pizza.

"So,"

I started saying

"Can we um..talk about, Johnson?"

I said and he rolled his eyes

"Please Jack"

I said and he looked at me and nodded

"Why do you want to talk about him"

He said eating a piece of his pizza

"You know what, nevermind forget it"

I said looking away from him

"Alright"

He said

"What are we going to do tomorrow"

I said and he made a weird face

"Your staying home, and I'm going, so what are you going to do"

He said pointing at me with his pizza

"Why? Your the one with the beat up face"

"And your the one with the cuts and back pain"

He said and he had a point

"Uhh, fine"

I said and we both laughed a little

"You better tell me everything that happens"

I said this time I'm pointing at him with my pizza and raising one eyebrow

"Ok, I well"

He said and I nodded

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A/N:

Sorry if this was a boring chapter I was just busy this week doing things for my sisters birthday which is today, Friday August 5. But anyways what do you think will happen with them three? VOTE AND COMMENT