My best friend doesn't know me as well as he thought(on hold)

My best friend doesn't know me as well as he thought Ch 18

Recap

"Look I'm sorry for being such a bitch but I have nothing to say to you, as you've noticed we're not the same as we were three years ago."

I turn to walk away but I'm stopped by Conner grabbing my wrist and spinning me around to face him. The thing that stunned me most was.....

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The anger he seemed to have toured me, not only did he look pissed but I could clearly see the hurt in his eyes. It was as if I had gone and killed his most loved thing in the world or more precisely as if I had torn his heart out without a care in the world. How is it that I'm the one who always feels guilty when I'm the one being torn through the middle?

"Plz let me go Conner."

I know he could clearly hear the double meaning to my words, and I could clearly see how much I had hurt him but the thing he didn't understand is that he had hurt me worse when I woke up to see him sucking face with that slut Sofia.

"Iz..."

"No Conner, just let me go"

With that I left him standing there. I didn't, couldn't let him convince me of staying, because I know if I did I would only end up with a broken heart and I've had enough of waiting for that huge whole that was now in the place of my heart to disappear.

As I get in my car I hear someone coming up behind me, so I turn to see who it was although I was sure it was Tamy.

"Are you okay sweetie?" as she get's closer she embraces me in one of her loving and warm hugs. I couldn't hold back and the tears that I had been holding in came out without my permission.

"No I'm not. I just...I'm so...uggggg" at my babbling Tamy smiles which in turn makes me role my eyes at her.

"Don't worry about it if it's meant to be hone it will be. Just let things cool off for a bit."

"You obviously don't know what happened at the park with Justin do you"

She gave me a weird look. Well here go's nothing.

"What do you mean? What happened?"

"well you see, I was mad, I would have gone to you or Alex but I didn't want to ruin your happy bubble and so I just went off, driving around aimlessly so I somehow ended up at that one park you and I found, I don't know how he did it but he found me and I wasn't feeling all that well seeing as I was pissed off so he was my only support other then the two of you but like I said I didn't want to worry you guys..."

"Hone, I don't get what it is your trying to tell me because you just started babbling. Take a deep breath and calm yourself. Once you're calm enough start from the beginning, okay"

Okay I can do this, deep breaths Liz in out. Okay, aw shit who am I kidding I won't be able to say it without babbling again.

"I-I can't calm down, do you know what he said to me. He threw me the hell off. Now I don't even know how I feel about anything. I-I'm just so confused and frustrated right now"

~sigh what is this girl saying. Okay I just need to calm her down enough so she can get an actual sentence out ~

"Liz, look at me. Calm down. Inhale exhale. Okay now try to tell me what it is that has you this worked up."

How to tell her? Okay calm, breath in and out.

^are you just going to leave her wondering what happened^ Estella your no help go away.

^I came to help you but fine I'm leaving^ no don't leave me, I can't do this alone

^I thought you wanted me to leave^ there are a lot of things I want, like not being in this situation.