My best friend doesn't know me as well as he thought(on hold)

My best friend doesn't know me as well as he thought Ch 16

(A/N)okay i know this chapter is short but i wanted to upload for you guys to make up for not write for like almost two weeks. P.S plzzz Vote and comment

Recap

"Shit Eli, I miss having you in my arms like this." He just had to go and ruin the moment didn't he?

^but you know you feel the same^ oh no not THAT little voice again

^yes, it's THAT little voice again. I thought you'd be happy to hear from me^ well I'm not. At least not at the moment and I don't feel the same by the by.

^Yes you do. If you didn't you would have pulled away from him^ oh shut the hell up. You know very well why I'm not pulling away

^Okay keep denying It. ^ uhggg just go away plzz

^Fine but I'll be back. ^ Fuck I hope not

^Hey I heard that^ don't give a rip

As I'm arguing with Estella-yes the little voice has a name-I hadn't noticed Justin staring at me with the biggest fucking grin on his face. What? Did I speak out loud?

"What? Is there something on my face?" I try to pull away so I can wipe at my face or is it my hair, but Justin doesn't let me.

"No there's nothing on your face other than your beautiful eyes, your tempting lips, and your cute nose. NO there isn't anything wrong with your hair ether." Okay I'm feeling a bit awkward now.

"If you must know, you were making that face." What the hell is he talking about? What face, he of all people knows I make many faces.

"Face, what face?" now I'm just so confused. Why can't he just say what he's talking about the first time around instead of making me freak out about what he's talking about.

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"What is going on in the brilliant minds of yours" Aww shit he means THAT face-you know the one you get when you're talking to yourself, well in my case Estella- why does he have to know me so well. Am I really that very easy to read? If so I need to work on that.

"nothing much if you must know" as I'm saying this I try to pull away but get as far as maybe an inch or two. Damn him.

"Look Justin I'm sorry if it seems I've been leading you on but I can't....." I stop short. What was I supposed to say? I can't let anyone get close because I don't want to get hurt. I can't fall for you again. Why? Why do these things always happen to me?

"Eli don't, I know you haven't been leading me on, the thing is I want you back. I know I hurt you but I think I hurt myself more."

That earned him a very weird confused look from me.

"Because of my stupidity I lost the best thing that has ever happened to me and now that I have you back in my arms I don't ever want to let you go. I'm aware that I broke your heart but please understand, I was a senior in high school I was stupid and didn't know what I wanted, yeah I knew the consequences of my actions but I never thought I would need you as much as I do."

"I wasn't thinking how much I loved you and what it would do to you or me. I guess the sayings true "you don't know what you have until you lose it" and I lost you Eli and for that I'll never forgive myself."

My breath was now coming in short supply but I wasn't going to let him know. How the hell did I get myself in this situation? I can't fall for Justin again

^Fall again? What do you mean fall again, you never really stopped so how can you "fall again" ^ I thought you were going to leave! And I-I, okay your right. I can't believe I'm agreeing with you.

^ha! Was that hard? ^ Oh shut up!

^Fine I'm leaving now^ yeah thanks for nothing Estella!

Adrian's POV

Shit were did that girl run off to know. Fuck it took us all but 5 hours to find her just so she could leave and to leave with none other than that puck ass prick of her EX. What the hell is wrong with her!

"Adrian just stay calm we'll find her again" ha! Me stay calm he really wants a fist to the face. Shit I can't believe I got stuck looking for Liz with the ass hole whose fault it is that we have to go FIND my sister.

"You know what Conner I think I should stay and look for her here you can go ether back to the Palace or look for here else were"

The suggestion didn't sit well but I didn't give a rip. Okay I've been around my sister a day and I'm already talking like her. I get out the car and he drives away pissed as hell but like I said I don't give a fuck. As I walk further into the park I hear someone talking and it sounded like Liz. So naturally I get closer and to my, none astonishment it was her, but what I saw didn't make me happy but I wanted to hear what they were talking about so I sucked it up.

"Because of my stupidity I lost the best thing that has ever happened to me and now that I have you back in my arms I don't ever want to let you go. I'm aware that I broke your hurt but please understand, I was a senior in high school I didn't know what I was doing, yeah I knew the consequences of my actions but I never thought I would need you as much as I do."

"I wasn't thinking about how much I loved you and what it would do to you or me. I guess the sayings true "you don't know what you have until you lose it" and I lost you Eli and for that I'll never forgive myself."

Holy shit am I hearing right. I wonder what Liz answers to that little statement.