Him (a justin bieber bully story)

Chapter 12

Hailey's POV

When I opened my eyes I noticed me and Justin were spooning. I heard his soft snores so I know he was still asleep. It felt good to be in someone's arms. Safe. Even if it is my bully. I cuddled closer to him enjoying the moment while it lasted. Is it normal to be cuddling with your bully, and enjoying it? Well, I'm not normal, so I guess it doesn't matter. I felt so safe in the hands that once hurt me. I haven't had this sort of physical communication in I don't know how long. It feels amazing.

"Are you ok?" I heard him ask. I jumped cause I didn't expect him to wake up. I nodded my head. He took his arms away and stood up. I immediately felt cold, and missed him? "You don't have to get up." I said before realizing it. I felt blush rising to my cheeks and went under the covers. He chuckled and took the blanket from my face. "Don't be embarrassed. I know I'm irresistible." He laughed lightly. I just hid my face more. He took his hands and softly pulled my face back to him. "Don't hide your face, its fun to see you blush. Especially over me." He said as he got back under the covers with me.

He wrapped his arms back around me again and I scooted into him more making him squeeze me tighter. He put his chin on my head lightly. "Your always so cold." He complained. "Sorry." I said scooting away a little. "Don't move away!" He playfully yelled as he scooted me into him like before. "Its my job to warm you up now." He whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

"What's your favorite color?" He asked randomly. "Why?" I asked. "I just want to get to know you more." He said casually. "Yellow. It's always a happy color." I said instantly. "What about you?" I asked. "Purple, I don't know why." He said and I felt him smile. "Diamonds or flowers?" He asked. "Flowers." I said so fast I couldn't believe it. I felt his smile grow wider. "Why flowers?" He asked. "Because flowers are real, and pretty. Diamonds are pretty sure, but are so artificial. And every flower you see is a beautiful one. You don't say, 'that flower should be bigger.' or 'it should be prettier'. You like the flower for its self. I'm sorry I keep rambling on." I said as I hid my face in my hands. "You are the only girl I've asked that said flower." He said squeezing me tighter. "Really? Why did they pick diamond?" I asked. I was really curious. "They said if you have a diamond on, people will know you have money." He said in disgust. "What?!?" I asked in disbelief. He laughed a little. "Your so innocent." He said. I'm in a hospital for being bullied. Sure I'm innocent. "That has nothing to do with your innocence. I'm so sorry Hailey, I never wanted to bully you. Ashley made me for popularity. I'm so sorry." He said, I could hear he was almost close to tears. I turned around ignoring the pain in my arm, "Stop apologizing. Its ok. It's in the past. It doesn't matter anymore." I lied wiping a tear from his face. "Its not ok Hailey! I ruined your life!" He said crying more. I scooted up so his head was laying on my chest and I was comforting him. He hugged my waist when I did that. I started playing with his hair to calm him down. It was a pretty hard thing to do considering he's 5 times bigger then me. (A/N I'm taking the cast off because its getting in the way of the story)

He started crying even more, and I just squeezed him tighter. Who knew? The bully being comforted by the victim. "Everything's gonna be alright." I said to him softly trying to convince myself that. "How do you know?" He asked sniffling. "I don't, but that's ok because what's life without a little risk?" I asked. "But what if things just go more down hill from here?" He asked. "Honestly, I've been through it all. I can't think of anything worse." I sighed. "What if you get raped? That would be worse." He said. "My dad raped me when I was 13." I said sadly. "I'm so sorry I brought it up! I didn't-" "Shhhh. It's all ok now." I said crossing my fingers. It's not all ok, but with him maybe I could get there.

"Hello Miss. Mitch- oh I'm sorry am I interrupting?" I heard the doctor ask. I untangled myself from Justin and faced the doctor. "No. Come on in." I said as I fake smiled. "Well, I was wondering if I could finish the questions." The doctor said. "Sure." I said. "Hello Justin." The doctor said as he sat down. I felt Justin wave not saying a word behind my back. "Is he alright?" The doctor asked worriedly. "Yes, he's just tired is all." I lied. I know he didn't want to talk or show his face because he didn't want to show that he was crying before.

"Who do you live with?" The doctor asked. "Me." Justin said behind my back. "Ok then. How old are you?" "18." I answered. "Are you physically active?" "Yes." "Are you sexually active?" "No." Justin popped his head up for that question. I gently pushed his face back down and he obeyed. "Is there any disorders that you have?" "N-" "Yes she does." Justin interfered. I kick his shin signaling him to stop. "Is this true?" The doctor looked at me. I sighed, "Yes I do. I have anxiety disorder, I'm anorexic, and there's probably more I don't know about." The doctor looked at me with sad eyes. "And your 18?" I nodded my head slowly. "So as a recap: your depressed, self harm, anorexic, have anxiety disorder, and there could possibly be MORE then what you told me, and your 18?" He asked with such pity in his eyes I flinched. I felt Justin flinch by my side and squeeze my hand. "Correct." I said quietly. "You may have to stay here for a many months, maybe a year." The doctor told me. "No, I can't. I won't. I refuse." I said as I just kept shaking my head. "You will have to go to therapy also four days a week." "No, I'm not staying here. Not for

more then a week." I said trembling. I could feel my chest tighten up. "You are not physically or mentally stable Miss. Mitchell." He said. My chest just kept tightening up like a vise. "No." I choked out.

I held my chest in my hands. "Hailey!" Justin yelled in worry. "She's having a panic attack! Do something!" I heard Justin yell. "We can't do anything for a panic attack!" The doctor said. I just concentrated on breathing. I reached for one of Justin's hands and he squeezed it. He made me cuddle up to him again and he started to say quiet things that helped me. "Its all going to be ok. I'll be here the whole time. Your never going to be alone. Breathe. It's ok." He kept saying over and over until I started breathing regularly again. Justin had me in a tight grip, it didn't hurt. It made me feel safe again. I looked at the doctor who was sitting there in shock. "I'm sorry, but I'm not going to stay here for that long." I said quietly. "But Miss, you just had a panic attack. It just proves you are more unstable then I thought." The doctor said, but I could see he is slowly giving up. "I'll come for regular visits, I'll come for therapy, but don't make me stay here." I said shaking my head. "But, I cannot let an unstable patient go." He said waving his hands a little. "I will not be alone as you just saw." I argued back. "Yes, but he is not a doctor." The doctor shot back. "At least he could help me. Because apparently you can't." I shot. "We don't have medicine for panic attacks. And I can't do what he just did." The doctor said. "Exactly. He can help me, meanwhile you can't. It just makes sense doctor." I said as it it was as simple as 1 2 3. "No." He said. "Yes." "No." "Yes." "No." I figured he would keep saying the opposite of me so, "No." I said. "Yes." He said. "Good, when will I be released?" I asked with a smirk. He sighed, "You are a price of work you know that?" He asked smiling a little. "So when can she be released?" Justin asked holding back a laugh. "Next week. Goodbye Mrs. and Mr. Bieber." He said standing up. "What?" Me and Justin asked at the same time. "You heard me." The doctor smirked and walked away leaving me and Justin confused.

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Authors Note

I didn't get my 60 comments :( Not even close! I'm really disappointed. That's why it's pretty short. I'm so disappointed!!! Anyway, I love thus chapter, it's going to be that rare happy chapter. Ok well thx for reading.

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