Shattered Glasses

Heavy heart

"Na Na, how's Hana?" Hwa Jin asked Na Na when she was standing outside of Hana's room, shaking her head,

"Hana is really moody now, I don't think she'll want to talk to anyone now!" Na Na admitted, despite knowing the risk, Hwa Jin braved herself and entered Hana's room, looking around, she saw Hana sitting by the window, staring at the horizon.

"Hana-ah?" Hwa Jin called out, and got closer to her when she was replied with an awkward silence, "Hana-ah, there's something I would like to discuss with you about!" Hwa Jin spoke gently, hoping Hana's anger would cool down,

"what is there to discuss about? There's nothing that I would like to discuss with you about!" Hana replied coldly, not looking at her in the eyes,

"Hana-ah, I know your mad, but, we can talk this out!" Hwa Jin held Hana's shoulder right when Hana turned to stare at her, her eyes were red, the obvious after effect of crying one's eyes out.

"Mad? Did you just said I was mad? You're wrong eonnie, I'm not mad, I'M FUCKING WAY PAST THAT!" Hana screamed, swatting Hwa Jin's hand away from her shoulder before standing. "Eonnie, how could you? How could you do this to me? I thought you would have loved me like your younger sister, I never expected, not even in my wildest dream that you would have betrayed me behind my back when I trusted you the most besides omma, don't you know how much I've loved Sehun oppa? DON'T YOU KNOW I'VE LOVED HIM SINCE I WAS YOUNG? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW TORTOROUS THOSE YEARS I'VE WAITED FOR HIM WHEN WE GOT SEPARATED? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'VE SHATTERED MY HEART LIKE SHATTERED GLASSES WHEN SEHUN OPPA TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED YOU INSTEAD OF ME? YOU BETRAYED ME EONNIE! TOGETHER WITH HIM! MY TWO TRUSTED LOVED ONES!" Hana screamed before gritting her teeth, "do you perhaps love seeing me in pain? Is this what you really want?" Hana raised an eyebrow and within seconds, she threw every glasses, vases and light objects to the ground and turned every furnitures upside down, before several medium sized photo frames on the table top beside her bed caught her attention. Despite Hwa Jin's attempt to stop her, Hana walked by, pushing her aside to grab those photo frames. "Eonnie, this was the picture of us two when we were young, I treasured them because this was the only photo appa secretly took for me when omma threw away all of your photos at home, this was the picture of my wedding day with Sehun oppa, the day I thought I would be his and only his and this was the picture we took when you won the Beauty pageant contest, I treasured all this photos because you and Sehun oppa were my loved ones, but since you've decided to betray me, why should I treasure this photos any longer right?" Hana forced a smile as she placed each photo frames in front of Hwa Jin. Without any warning, Hana threw the photo frames onto the ground with much force that the glasses had shattered to million pieces, probably into dust. Hana slowly knelt, hugging her knees as she cried her eyes out once more, "get out, before you hear a lot more than you were expecting, GET OUT!" Hana threatened, Hwa Jin wiped her tears and left her room with a small sob before bumping into Sehun,

"Sehun-ah" Hwa Jin said softly,

"I heard what you two were talking about, and if you're thinking about anything else than planned then I'm not even a bit interested to listen to it!" Sehun couldn't stop glaring at Hana's door, shooting invisible daggers at Hana for hurting Hwa Jin's feeling, the feeling of his most loved and treasured person.

"Sehun-ah, you heard what Hana said earlier, she really loves you and it pains my heart to see her hurt!" Hwa Jin said, following Sehun into his study room.

"Then how do you think I would feel if you were to cancel our wedding? I can't continue lying to her noona, she deserves someone better than me, someone who will love her wholeheartedly, that person is definitely not me!" Sehun said non-chalantly, "noona, our wedding is around the corner, you can't do this to me, please, I beg you! I love you. I really do!" Sehun grabbed hold of Hwa Jin's hands,

"Sehun-ah, don't you see? If only time had allowed us to meet earlier, none of this would have happened and Hana won't be hurt this badly! It was my fault that she fell sick." Hwa Jin reasoned,

"Noona, don't your happiness count too? Because you deserve to have one for yourself and I know that our love is nothing else but true and genuine! Noona, I know that you're feeling bad because by marrying me, you'll deepen Hana's wound, but she's still young, she'll forget about me eventually when she finds her soulmate, she'll understand her feelings towards me all her life is nothing but a mere infatuation." Sehun exclaimed, before Hwa Jin got the chance to say a word, she felt an excruciating pain below her stomach, causing her to clutch her stomach before falling on one knee, "NOONA! Noona, are you alright?" Sehun widened his eyes, running beside Hwa Jin.

"My stomach hurts, it really hurts!" Hwa Jin cried, shedding tears of pain. Bringing her to the hospital, Hwa Jin was immediately sent to the the ICU ward, as Sehun waited patiently outside, fearing for the worst, a nurse came out, causing him to jump right up at her,

"nurse, how's my fiancee?" Sehun asked, composing himself when he was returned back with a smile,

"Miss Kim, your baby is fine, your abdomen hurts because the baby is trying to kick his way out, don't stress yourself out, it's not good for the baby's health." a doctor smiled, informing her condition to Hwa Jin. When Sehun came in, both the doctor and nurse bowed to them both before leaving the ward and them two alone,

"why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant with my child?" Sehun sat beside her as he grasp her hand slowly and gently,

"I didn't know that I was pregnant too, Sehun-ah, about our marriage..." Hwa Jin started, with Sehun quickly hushing her,

"don't say a word anymore about this matter noona, you're too weak now, you should save up your energy for our wedding, even our child has hinted for you to stop, don't you see? he's getting restless because you're restless too, if you don't wanna think for your future, think at least for our child's future, I'm sure our child would want us to be together, if it's Hana you're worried about, I'll have a talk with her when I get home, even Il Jung ahjusshi has blessed our marriage and he's willing to help me with Hana, what's there to hesitate anymore? Don't stress yourself out noona and think about our wedding that's around the corner, when you be my wife, I'll make sure you'll life comfortably along with our child, don't think about anything else alright?" Sehun assured her, kissing the back of her hand while caressing Hwa Jin's abdomen with his another hand,

"I'm sure appa means well but I'm still feeling bad for Hana!" Hwa Jin pouted, leaning her head back on the pillow,

"don't worry about that and leave that to me to settle with your father, alright, enough talk for tonight, you should have some sleep now alright, I'll visit you again tomorrow alright?" Sehun got up and cupped her face gently before kissing his child/Hwa Jin's abdomen goodbye, when Sehun left, Hwa Jin was left alone with her heart still feeling heavy.