Loosing her {phan X reader}

14

You knock on zoella's door.
Dan and Phil stand behind you slightly laughing. You just think it's an inside joke so you wait for the door to open.

As Zoe opens the door Dan and Phil laugh even more. You walk into the hotel as Zoe opens the door wider. As you step into the room a group of people jump out from behind the sofa.

"SUPRISEEEEEE!" They all scream. You clutch your heart because it surprised you and scared to death.

"Oh my fucking God!" You squeal as you catch your breath.
You look behind you to see Zoe, Dan and Phil laughing.

"Thanks so much!" You squeal again.

*

The music is blasting as you stare at the room.
Zoe,Alfie,Casper,Joe,Dan,Phil...Louise. You stay away from her.

Suddenly 'heavydirtysoul' comes on.

Dan looks over to you and shouts
"Aye twenty on pilots!"

Everyone looks round and you blush.
"Keep this on!" You say as you stand up and start to dance and sing.

"There's an infestation in my mind's imagination
I hope they choke on smoke cause I'm smoking them out the basement
This is not rap, this is not hip-hop
Just another attempt to make the voices stop
Rapping to prove nothing, just writing to say something
'Cause I wasn't the only one who wasn't rushing to say nothing
This doesn't mean I lost my dream
It's just right now I got a really crazy mind to clean
Gangsters don't cry
Therefore, therefore I'm
Mr. Misty-eye, therefore I'm
Can you save
Can you save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
Can you save
Can you save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
For me, for me, oh
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
For me, for me, oh
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
No, I didn't understand the thing you said-"

You stop and look around the room.
You didn't deserve these people...especially not Dan and Phil.

They were like your angels sent from heaven.

"Hey there! I haven't talked to you much yet have I?" Pj asks as he walks over to you. His warm smile makes you feel happy.

"No not really, what's it like being a big YouTuber?" You ask him what makes him looked shocked.

"It's-its great...I guess" he says as he sips his drink.
"What's wrong?" You ask seeing as he's agitated.

"YouTube isn't all fun and games...and I need to warn you...the people in the 'YouTube community' aren't as nice as they seem!" he whispers to you as he looks over at all the other YouTubers.

"What do you mean?...are they all fake?!" You gasp as you ask, but it wasn't really a shock. Everyone doing the same job are all going to love eachother obviously! (Sarcasm people look it up)

"Yeah! Especially-" before he can speak Chris comes over with Phil.
"Hey y/n! Do you want to blow out your candles on your cake?" Phil asks while Chris just stands there nodding.

"Sure!" You squeal as you run over to Zoe and the rest standing next to a cake with one candle lit on it.

"1, 2, 3!" Dan shouts as everyone starts to nod and open there mouths.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear y/n, happy birthday to you!" They all start to sing which makes you laugh.

"Make a wish!" Zoe says while clapping.
You look back at these people who were smiling and laughing. They loved you.

You were loved

You think.
'I wish my parents get what they deserve!'
You blow out the candles and everyone starts to clap.

"Happy fifteenth y/n!" Chris yells which makes you giggle a bit.
You look at Dan who just stands there awkwardly smiling.

You stand back while Phil gets a knife and starts to cut the cake.

*

Phil's POV

You sit down on the sofa next to Dan after y/n has gone to bed when your phone starts to ring.

"Hello?" You say into the phone as Dan looks over.
"Hello, is this one of the guardians of Y/f/n?" They ask in a deep voice, they sounded serious.
"Y-yes...why?" You ask, Dan comes towards you and you put the phone on speaker.

"The birth parents of y/f/n have been in a car accident-"