Loosing her {phan X reader}

6

While everyone is jumping up and down to 'Into you' you just sit there on your phone.

Hey, they probably think your weird

"I can't talk now! People are around!" You whisper as quietly as you can...but Pj looks at you weirdly

Go to the toilet then!

"Okay!" You whisper while Pj stares more, him staring catches Chris' attention! You quickly run out of the room and into the toilet.

You lock the door and sit on the toilet

Dan probably thinks your a liar, Zoe probably is gonna hate you when she finds out you like her, Alfie's going to hate you because Zoe and him are together, Joe will hate you that you lied about you wanting to date him, Casper will think your weird, pj and Chris probably think your insane-

"Alright I get it!" You say holding your head

Then why not you cut?! It always helps.

"Not here! Blood will get everywhere ... Plus I promised myself , New life ... New me!" You say as you pull your sleeve up to show your marks...they didn't look like they were gonna go away anytime soon.

Just say it's your period!

"What and be even more embarrassed?!" You ask sarcastically, the voices were pissing you off.

Just sit in here for a while ... It might calm you

"CALM ME ?! IM FUCKING NEARLY HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK!" You scream. Suddenly there's a knock on the door

"Hey, ware you okay in there?" ... You didn't recognise the voice
"Uh...yeah..." You say scared to death
"Wh-who are you talking too?" They ask
"Umm...a friend on my phone, I'm okay honestly I just needed to talk! It's a girl drama emergency!" You say, that's a lie, you have no friends
"Okay then ... I'll leave you to it!" You hear their footsteps fade away

Nice save!

"Can you fuck off, I feel really panicky" you say agitated while looking at your wrists. As you stare they start to shake.

The one time you get to be cool you have an anxiety attack! Well done

"Fuck off! Just leave! I need someone I can rely on!" You shout as your arm starts to shake more.

Your vision starts to go a bit blurry and your head starts to hurt.

You need to just stay in here and calm down

"I feel like I'm having a panic attack!" You shout back clenching your fists to stop them shaking

You whole body starts to tremble and you fall on the floor. As you fall your head hits the side of the sink...

"F-Fuck! ... C-can I ... I need help..." You say as the whole room suddenly turns dark.

Dans POV

Pj runs straight up to you.
"Hey, that kid ... She's in the toilet talking to her friends about 'girl drama' if your wondering where she is!" He says as he walks back to Chris

That didn't add up.
After what happened at school, she doesn't have any.
"Phil, apparently y/n's in the toilet talking to her friends on the phone ... But she doesn't have any! I think somethings up!" You whisper to Phil which makes him stop dancing.

"Go check on her, I need to stay here to make sure Alfie isn't a drunken wreck like the last time!" He says as he goes back to dancing.