G R A C E
I felt his soft lips touching mine.
I felt weak. Something inside me is wanting to stand up and slap him from stealing my first, but my body isn't responding to what my mind says.
I couldn't help it. Before I knew it, I was already responding to his kisses. It was very passionate. I have never felt this tingling sensation before.
The very moment our lips met, I felt a sense of certainty that he was the one I've been waiting for.
after a long and passionate meeting, our lips parted.
What's with this feeling.
Our faces are still only few inches away but our eyes are firmly staring at each other's.
Neither of us has the strength to let go of each other's embrace.
Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko.
in-love na ba ako sakaniya??
After the long and intense staring game, I decided to let go. I stood up and I immediately looked away.
Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang hiya. What the heck did I just do!?
"s-sorry. nabigla lang ako" he said. Parang may kung anong kumurot sa puso ko nang marinig ang paliwanag niya.
Nabigla? So you mean those kisses are nothing to him? Nabigla lang siya kaya niya ako hinalikan?? That's not what I felt!
Naramdaman ko. Hindi lang yung pagkabigla!
"s-sorry"
"stop saying sorry!" Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Naiinis ako.
Naiinis ba ako dahil ninakaw niya ang first kiss ko or because he's apologizing for doing so? Hindi ko alam! Hindi ko maintindihan!
Hindi ako makatingin sakaniya, at ramdam kong ganon din siya!
Kinuha ko yung bag ko and I really dont know why I am being this impulsive.
"san ka pupunta??"
"uuwi na ako! may trabaho pa ako sa manila!" paliwanag ko habang inaayos ang mga gamit kong nakakalat.
"but we have to be at the hotel at 8am for the ceremony"
