On the throne as Godfather(BWWM- Book 2 of the Godfather Series)

Ch 4. Talking about us

Ch 4

I can't fall asleep so I am just watching reruns of How I met your mother. Then I get a phone call from Sammy

"Hey bellisima, can you reapply the gauze because I am started to bleed again"

I hurry upstairs and reapply the gauze.

"Annabel, before you go. Can we talk?" Sammy asks

"About what" I ask even though I know what he is taking about

"About us" he says

"There is nothing to talk about"

"Really. You haven't spoken to me, answered my calls or texts since the day you gave me back your ring and every time that we actually do bump into each other you look at me with so much hate and disgust. Today was the only exception since I got shot which is sad."

"What did you expect? I made it clear that I wanted to cut all ties with you. I think you are cruel, manipulative, and a liar. And There definitely has to be something mentally wrong with you if you can murder and torture people without having any remorse. I think what you do for a living is wrong on so many different levels and I wish that I never fell in love with you. Sammy, I honestly feel this way but I don't hate you. If I hated you I would have let you died on my doorstep." I say

"Is that supposed to make me feel better" he said with a fake laugh

"I am not trying to make you feel better or worst. I am just telling you the truth. You should try it sometime."

"I was truthful to you. The only lies that I ever told you were things that involved the mafia. Since we are speaking the truth when I tried to hug you that night and you jumped away from me and looked at me like I was a monster that broke my heart. You don't even know how much that pained me. That is the reason that I didn't tell you who I was or who my family was. I knew that you would think I was a monster. I knew you wouldn't want to be with someone like me." He said aggravated

"I am not going to lie. I hate what you do and I do regret falling in love with you because then I wouldn't have to deal with all of this drama. But I do love you and who knows if you told me who you were maybe I would have stayed because I love you or maybe I would have broken up with you. I honestly don't know what I would of done if you told me the truth but I should have at least been given the chance to decide for myself. You just lied to me over and over again to keep this dirty little secret hidden. Sammy, did you really think you could keep this a secret forever. " I say

"I wasn't going to hide it from you forever"

"Really? When were you going to tell me when we were married, when we had children, when you eventually get arrested, when you got injured from the job? Please tell me when" I say upset

"Annabel, I don't know. I wasn't going to hide it forever but I didn't know how or when to tell you in a way that wouldn't end with you leaving me. I know it is selfish but I am in love with you and I was afraid that you would leave me which you did"

"Stop acting like the victim. It's not my fault we are not together" I said angrily

"Really because you are the one who broke the engagement. You didn't even give me a chance to explain" he said with more anger in his voice

"What was there left to explain. You were next in throne to be Godfather and you didn't tell me. However you had your family lie to me specifically Christina so I wouldn't find out. Do you even know how stupid I felt when I found out the truth? Even when I was kidnapped, I was so naïve. Even though Susan and Ben knew yours and my name I refused to believe them when they told me all these stories about what you, your father, and your men do. Watching the stupid tape is what made me realize that I didn't know you at all"

He looked at me strangely

"What Tape?"

"The tape where you winked and smiled at the camera right after shooting a man in the lungs. Just in case you don't know what I am referring to because you probably have done that many times before. It's a local pizzeria and the man was a chef and he gave his crying wife his wedding band. Then she reluctantly left the restaurant and you shot him".

His face went pale

Sammy POV

I can't believe she saw me in action. Now I really can't blame her for wanting nothing to do with me. The shop owners know what I do and they were even more afraid of me after seeing that video so I can just imagine how Annabel felt. She didn't even know I did this for a living and the way she learn ns that I am the godfather is by watching a video of me killing a person. Why did I have to wink at the camera? It was funny to me to wink at the camera after killing that chef but now Annabel must think I am a psychopath because of that video. Now I am even happier that I shot Susan's vagina.