Black Bird

30

"Harry you can't slump around all day." I said walking down stairs to see Harry still in bed.

"My sister is dead Louis. I don't wanna do much."

"What did I tell you at the hospital?"

"I can't remember. That happened in March. It's May now Louis."

"Think." I sighed.

It took Harry a few minutes but he said it.

"That when something bad happens good usually ends up winning."

"No, good always wins."

"I don't see the good in this." Harry said shaking his head and turning to look at me.

"Harry something good will happen. I promise."

"Like what?"

"Maybe your dad will get sent back to prison." I shrugged.

"I would cry." he said sitting up.

I sat next to him and started to rub his thigh.

"I'd pee."

Harry laughed at my comment.

"I just miss her." he sighed.

"I know." I nodded.

"I can't cry anymore." Harry said moving his head to the side. "I've ran out of tears."

"It's for the best." I said rubbing his thigh softly.

"I just need a really good cuddle Lou."

"I'm here for you baby."

"You're such a sweetheart." Harry said once we were cuddled into each others arms.

"You think?"

"Yeah." Harry nodded. "A sweetheart."

"I like that." I smiled.

"What?"

"You calling me that."

"You like being called sweetheart, sweetheart?"

"Yeah." I said as my heart melted with love.

"Alright. It's settled." he nodded. "I'll start the nickname up in no time."

"Alright." I laughed.

Harry kissed my lips firmly. He pulled away but I pulled him back in.

I haven't had him in so long.

"I want you." I whispered onto his lips.

"Louis I don't think we should." Harry said pushing off of me.

"Why not?"

"I feel like we shouldn't because of Gemma."

"Harry you can't let her death stop you from living your life. Liam's death hasn't stopped mine."

"I know." Harry said rubbing my side.

I flipped us over so I was on top.

"Harry I've waited to touch you for weeks." I said rubbing my hand on his boxer covered member.

"Louis." Harry moaned.

"That's not my name." I said rubbing harder.

"Sweetheart." he moaned louder.

I pulled down his pants and sucked his prick up like a lollipop.

"Uh." Harry moaned squeezing his eyes closed and squeezing the bed sheets up in his hand.